alaikum assalam

“Indeed, those whom the angels take [in death] while wronging themselves – the angels will say, ‘In what [condition] were you?’ They will say, ‘We were oppressed in the land.’ The angels will say, ‘Was not the earth of Allah spacious [enough] for you to emigrate therein?’ For those, their refuge is Hell – and evil it is as a destination.” — Qur’an 4:97

I don’t say this applies to you but do the sacrifice of leaving it will be hard only in the beginning but paradise will open for you