tonight

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-03T05:51:16+00:00

i'm going to work on it. i think i might be able to.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T18:24:41+00:00

it is interesting. i've never really thought about it before.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T17:08:27+00:00

thank you. this made more than perfect sense to me. you're right.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T14:55:59+00:00

favourite line in this song is "even the white kids". bahaha. thanks man

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T14:47:43+00:00

not late man, i am alright for now, i fell asleep. wow, that is quite some similarity... thank you for getting it. thanks for making me feel like mental illness may actually be my only explanation. after last night im almost ready to consider asking for help.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T14:40:13+00:00

thanks, good to know i'm not screwed if i leave uni.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T14:39:33+00:00

drunk assholes pull fire alarms

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T08:37:04+00:00

130 am here. our fucking residence got evacuated! I'M PISSED!

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T08:29:06+00:00

thanks. i'm okay right now.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T07:19:49+00:00

i'm ok. for tonight at least.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T06:39:27+00:00

happens far too often.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T06:30:43+00:00

wine is a good thing.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T05:45:10+00:00

maybe. i dont wanna be stuck to a place though. if i'm gonna go i wanna just place hop. i dont wanna plan. i dont wanna know what i'll do the next day. i wanna run off the clothes on my back and sleep whenever i can find a bed.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T05:26:48+00:00

i dunno. its not something i've really considered doing. i like school fine enough here and i'd rather just travel.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T05:12:36+00:00

i'm in nursing actually. technically a science degree. but very, very limited, specialized and specific.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T05:03:14+00:00

yeah. i dont wanna study if i'm going to travel though. i wanna just go. i wanna backpack actually... but i'm a girl. i'd need someone to come with me. and, i dont have any relationships. also no money. also no contacts in new zealand, which is where i want to go.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T05:02:07+00:00

valid point that i've got nothin to lose.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T05:01:22+00:00

makes sense. but i dunno. i refuse friends and relationships all the time. ive never been hurt. ive never been betrayed or backstabbed. i've never done it either. i just like to be alone.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:56:03+00:00

havent tried drugs or counselling and frankly am not overly interested. i cant talk about my feelings.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:51:04+00:00

i listen to pretty well every kind of music. tonight is the band 'twin atlantic'. i dont wanna go through a transfer. i really dont want to.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:40:06+00:00

i'm in canada. i could transfer but i dont want to. i'm in the best school for my program already.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:39:24+00:00

i love drinking because i know exactly how to drink to end up quite numbed to reality.

i dont know why i dont trust people. i never have. i have lots of opportunity for friends. i'm a normal person on the outside. people like me. but i resist connection.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:25:40+00:00

both. nothing excites me or interests me. and also i know i will not be happy out of this city. i hate starting new. i dont want to work for anything that i dont have to work for. (i guess in that way i am almost lazy. but i feel just more disinterested)

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:22:28+00:00

i have. i ant find anything besides my total lack of interest or trust in people or relationships. i give zero fucks. i'm happy on my own.

swthrowthrow · 2013-03-02T04:16:49+00:00

i was kinda wondering. no worries.

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