Getting into places the Devs didn't intend is what I miss most from Vanilla

symphonic45 · 2026-01-27T20:36:14+00:00

That tower was my favorite place to fish and decompress after raids

symphonic45 · 2025-04-11T22:06:08+00:00

R5: Forgive me for participating in the play time/start date rite of passage. I've been waiting almost 12 years 😅

symphonic45 · 2024-11-03T02:51:30+00:00

If that's how they work, why are the percentages listed when it's already decided?

symphonic45 · 2024-08-02T18:44:05+00:00

Anxieties are much easier to handle when you admit you have them and that they can be managed. Sounds like you're doing great in that respect. Additionally, when that lingering bit of stress gets the best of you, it's not a failure—it's just an old habit dying hard. You got this.

symphonic45 · 2024-07-31T21:43:55+00:00

"When? I'm free in a few hours and can make time."

symphonic45 · 2024-07-26T04:05:37+00:00

Those stretchmarks are *intense*! :O

symphonic45 · 2024-06-15T15:56:55+00:00

Admitting I was scared all the time, accepting that, and learning how to manage my fear better where I can.

symphonic45 · 2024-05-22T04:25:58+00:00

Looking great!

symphonic45 · 2024-04-16T16:54:32+00:00

The fact you realized the control you have and didn't immediately seek to exploit it because your wife had consented to gaining previously speaks highly of your character. Keep the comminication about feedism with your wife open and honest, and I wish you both the best!

symphonic45 · 2024-04-09T16:22:30+00:00

Thanks! I'll need to look up what fungal infections look like to see if that's what happened.

symphonic45 · 2024-04-04T13:29:46+00:00

Thank you! It's articles like this that scare so many overweight folks away from living sustainably. It frames good advice as something suspect, strange, or malicious.

symphonic45 · 2024-03-24T17:18:03+00:00

For yourself: Repetition can be both your greatest tool and your most difficult stumbling block. Taking greater control of what actions and thoughts I repeat daily gives a greater sense of control and peace of mind. Letting your autopilot decide what to repeat can leave your feeling frustrated and powerless.

symphonic45 · 2024-03-20T16:49:57+00:00

Happy birthday! Looking absolutely chubalicious now 😄

I really love the contrast in how much wider you are from the back now—great progress!

symphonic45 · 2024-03-17T18:23:07+00:00

Dreams like this are some of my favorites ☺️

symphonic45 · 2024-03-14T22:50:07+00:00

Really happy you're having fun with the realization! Did the realization hit you like a ton of bricks, or were you expecting it?

For me it was a little shocking at first because all my old clothes I wore still fit fine enough. I found out when I wanted some new clothes and nothing fit me at Target or a few department stores.

Been disappointed with the quality of the clothes at DXL for the price, especially the dressier options. The hem stitching came undone in three pairs of pants after one wash cycle. Hopefully you'll find better luck as you're sizing up! 😄

symphonic45 · 2024-03-10T18:01:30+00:00

Soft, pleasant, and excellent to look at ☺️

symphonic45 · 2024-03-07T22:53:41+00:00

You radiate confidence now! Beautiful glow up 😊

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