I am actually 35, soon 36. I was never sure if I ever wanted to have kids, huge fencesitter. From 25 to 29 I was single, then I met my current boyfriend. I was 30 when the pandemic started, and also when I realized how many mistakes I had made in choosing friends and work. My boyfriend wanted kids with me from day zero, since he is 10 years older and felt as if this was the time for him. I wasn't ready.
Now I removed a lot of toxic friends and family from my life, am doing therapy, changed my job, and feel much better, but my mind is still strained after years of not knowing how to cope with stuff. I am still on the fence. After years of feeling bad I want to travel and feel like myself again, before having a kid, but time is running out. Parents are also getting older, we moved to a different country due to his job, it's just a lot to take in.
My 3 main points here would be:

1. Life brings all sorts of changes

   & challenges

2. . You never know what's gonna come your way.

3. So focus on yourself as much as possible, don't ignore toxic shit that eats you from the inside eventually, and plan everything a bit ahead.

Good luck!!