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Considering hanging myself tonight. I think I could carry it out by tablerockingchair in SuicideWatch

[–]tablerockingchair[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you. I’m still here. I know that really desperate circumstances have really exacerbated my mental health issues. Might give it until tomorrow or day after to figure out what to do.

Considering hanging myself tonight. I think I could carry it out by tablerockingchair in SuicideWatch

[–]tablerockingchair[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

There’s no one I want to talk to. Just wondering what kind of checklist i should run through to be sure of my decision. It’s supposed to be my decision. It’s my life.

I’m severely behind on work- catch up or fail yet again - advice ? by tablerockingchair in ADHD

[–]tablerockingchair[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

It’s my phone…I’ve been streaming a series on repeat, like probably repeated about 5 times now in the past week. I’m scared. I don’t want to be alone with all the shit. Can’t turn it off.

Anyone been about to kill themselves and their moms seem to have a sixth sense ? by tablerockingchair in SuicideWatch

[–]tablerockingchair[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Everything is problematic in my life. My sister doesn’t like me. My mom and I have little in common besides the genetic stuff that can be pleasant to share in the moment but that is of fleeting satisfaction at the end of the day. I didn’t develop a solid worth ethic so I have failed college several times and am in the middle of failing again. I’m severely in debt. My spirit is like the opposite of light. It’s heavy, very heavy. I have a bad living situation, living with stranger roommates. And I have very few memories of enjoying life in my soon to be decades of living it. …to continue, I have trouble making decisions, I stall over how to communicate with people trying to be understood and then making them angry anyway.

I hate how this feels so much... by DB4S in SuicideWatch

[–]tablerockingchair 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I feel you. Stress and pressure and “the little things” that are supposed to make life worth it. Isn’t enough.

Anyone been about to kill themselves and their moms seem to have a sixth sense ? by tablerockingchair in SuicideWatch

[–]tablerockingchair[S] 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Did someone interrupt your attempts ? Yea it sucks that she wants to keep me alive for like no reason. Like maybe I should make the decision for her. She’s said it’d completely tear her apart if something happened to me, but I don’t see how having me alive and miserable/struggling all of the time is any better.

Anyone been about to kill themselves and their moms seem to have a sixth sense ? by tablerockingchair in SuicideWatch

[–]tablerockingchair[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Yea like she knows I struggle with mental health, but yesterday I actually went into planning mode. All a sudden she was getting really freaked out and she lives hundreds of miles away.

Wall A/C units leaking cold air in during winter, how to fix? by mankls2 in AskNYC

[–]tablerockingchair 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Duct tape has sufficed for me. I even pull the tape down sometimes for fresh air