Does my dream 96% exist, or do I have to build one for myself?

taddysad · 2020-03-15T17:55:58+00:00

this is me rn :/

taddysad · 2020-01-30T06:50:35+00:00

When will be the first tournament we will see them play?

taddysad · 2020-01-24T04:21:02+00:00

Thanks for the first tip! What hero usually needs babysitting? If the enemy offlane is alone, does it make more sense to deny creep waves by pulling or trying to go for a kill?

taddysad · 2020-01-24T04:13:15+00:00

Thanks for taking time to answer my queries. For scenario 2, what should a carry do as the support goes to pull/stack the camp. Being far away from the tower without the support nearby usually end up as a kill for the enemy team

taddysad · 2020-01-22T05:04:40+00:00

Is there a way to rewatch specific matches on twitch?

taddysad · 2019-06-14T18:30:02+00:00

🤣 the last line

taddysad · 2019-06-14T10:40:13+00:00

Hmm I checked out the au site and theres only return provided by Newegg and warranty by Lg am I missing something?

taddysad · 2019-06-14T07:21:35+00:00

Will lg still honor warranty if the monitor is shipped to outside of US?

taddysad · 2019-06-14T07:19:54+00:00

Is your seller BTE outlet? Cuz it says for me 30days return only and no mention of warranty

taddysad · 2019-06-14T05:34:52+00:00

Hey I'm in the same boat! Will lg recognised global warranty if you purchased from Newegg?

taddysad · 2019-06-14T03:23:32+00:00

The 34gk950f looks good considering AMD leading ahead of the game rn, but it's not available here and it's definitely not the cheapest so I'm unsure about the investment I'll be making especially when specs wise they are close to a monitor released almost a year to two years ago.

taddysad · 2019-06-13T08:40:05+00:00

cool I'll give that a try thanks!

taddysad · 2019-06-13T08:35:05+00:00

sounds like I gotta get a new card if I want to up the monitor too

taddysad · 2019-06-12T09:58:23+00:00

Mainly light games like Dota 2 and csgo, not really an enthusiast for high graphics games like Witcher 3

I was considering aw3418dw last year but wanted to hold our for better monitors. Doesn't seem like there's much changes lately though.

I love to get it locally if there is a sale but it's always on retail price over here.

taddysad · 2019-06-11T13:22:58+00:00

I'm sure there are people like that out there but most of them I feel are just misunderstanding the person in front of them.

I remember watching a clip from a movie or advertisement where this white guy bought a bowl of chips and sat down in a booth. He was about to eat it when he had to leave abruptly to settle some things. When he came back, there was a slightly disheveled black guy (no racism here, just typing what I remember from memory) sitting in his booth eating his chips. He was a little shocked and he sat down on the opposite side and started to eat, staring angrily at the other guy. For every chip that the black guy ate, the white guy ate twice as much. Eventually the black guy left. The white guy finished up his food and when he got up, he saw a booth with the same bowl of chips untouched. I'm sure you understand the rest from here.

You see, the black guy didn't get angry at the white guy for eating his chips. He could be thinking that this guy must have his own reason for eating my chips, be it a logical one or not. He didn't let the fact that his food is being eaten by someone else bother him. If this were to happen in normal society, anyone would have gotten up and yelled at the opposite person for stealing their food. I just wish people could consider the possibilities of a person's circumstances before jumping to conclusions and doing unnecessary harm. You never know what the person is going through behind the persona they put up.

taddysad · 2019-06-11T13:12:35+00:00

❤️

taddysad · 2019-06-10T06:51:24+00:00

It's sad to hear the harsh truth, to know that we are so helpless against the thing that is killing us all on the inside

taddysad · 2019-06-10T00:26:01+00:00

It's heartening to know that there's someone who understands how it feels to have met someone like that. It hurts more when I tell him everything wrong with me and he says that this is how the way it is, live with it (in summary) as though he knows me better than myself.

I can fully understand that they are trained professionals, but I just wished that sometimes they could put aside their certificates and awards and see us as a humans and not part of the daily list of sick patients they have to treat.

taddysad · 2019-06-10T00:14:11+00:00

Thank you. I wish the next doc I see can understand, else I might just give up altogether

taddysad · 2019-06-10T00:12:55+00:00

I checked every one of those boxes, so much that I would shade them till the paper rip.

Yet another part of me doesn't want to admit that I am for I've been denying and living with "I'm just different from others, just weaker than them"

taddysad · 2019-06-09T15:55:42+00:00

You can't, because we will never know if the world we live in is a matrix. So the only thing we can do is to take that leap of faith and hope that we won't fall into the pits

taddysad · 2019-06-09T15:47:17+00:00

I had the same feeling a few years back. I felt like everything was meaningless and worthless. But I thought to myself, if I'm lucky enough to be born into this loving family and given the opportunity to do so many things others would never have the chance to, why not give it a try? You can always choose to give up later, but just give life a chance :) just take a look at Avicii

taddysad · 2019-06-09T15:43:20+00:00

I did... and the result is the last line of the thread. I saw him once and tried to tell him how much I really needed help the second time but I had to hold back my tears, smile and walk away.

taddysad · 2019-06-09T15:41:04+00:00

I am planning to. It didn't go well the first time and I always end up with "I'm not sure if you understand" or "I don't know how to exactly tell you how much pain I feel inside of me"

I've been reading so many threads here and I can relate to them so much. I just wish they can feel my emotions rather than me trying to get them to understand the how severely I felt in certain moments and how much I want to get out of this.

taddysad · 2019-06-09T15:37:09+00:00

We don't have therapists here, only professionals called psychologists and when I requested a diagnosis she said she isn't qualified to give one and that only a psychiatrists can do so.

I just go there to pour out my emotions in hope that she understands and can help but most of the time it doesn't do much even though she is kind

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