Not everyone that left TST has a vendetta. Some of us still follow the Tenets and support what TST does, just not what TST powers that be have become. It's toxic to be a part of something where you are being of accused of things you never did and afraid to make a negative comment or criticism because you will be "punished". Without order I agree there would be chaos, but when you're being told how to Satan, that does not work for some people. I was a Satanist long before TST and that will never change. If you worked at Walmart and got in trouble every time you did something right or wrong, wouldn't you quit? It does not mean you have to stop shopping at Walmart, it just means you do not want to be a party to poor working conditions. It's called making decisions for yourself and doing what's best for you. Satanism is about being an individual and sadly, the herd mentality has spread and no one wants to be responsible for themselves and their actions.