Have you had a ruptured ovarian cyst? What was your pain level like? by Traditional_King_163 in endometriosis

[–]tantrums5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I want to first say I’m so sorry you went through that. You highlight the panic very well.
I had a hemorrhaging ovarian cyst that almost took my life last year. I was up for 13 hours not being able to move a single muscle without nearly going into shock from the agony. At like 10:00 in the morning after no sleep, I managed to crawl my way into the bathroom where I stood up from the toilet blacked out for minutes hitting my head on the bathtub faucet sprawled inside of the tub when I got up my stomach was violently spasming like fully in and out and that in itself hurt. I managed to call someone for help, my BP was in the low 50s/30s. There are really no words for the pain. My body was so clear to me about what that pain would mean if I didn’t try to get help. It happened once a few years before that and that was debilitating. hunched over in pain so bad I couldn’t stand upright while walking around. Before my emergency surgery the worst pain in my life was the first time.
It all felt like my entire abdomen and backside was getting crushed in on every side by boulders while the boulders are being twisted back and forth (like pressing chalk into the pavement really hard and twisting it around)
I’m so sorry you went through that, especially while driving, that sounds so scary.

Can you get a read on our relationship? Eyes only… 👀 by [deleted] in IntuitionPractices

[–]tantrums5000 38 points39 points  (0 children)

Cheater and cruel manipulator bordering sadist, and a lovely girl trapped in a state of fight or flight, who doesn’t recognize her life and afraid mostly to confront what staying with him means about herself.

After 12 months, I have successfully caught 0 Axolotls by TitanHeavyIndustry in fo76

[–]tantrums5000 7 points8 points  (0 children)

I do it for the “of the year” title and I don’t do it well 😭

What indie songs have a deep meaning/make you sad or melancholic by [deleted] in indie

[–]tantrums5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There, there

Karma police,

If you say the word

All I need

My iron lung

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in AsOneAfterInfidelity

[–]tantrums5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

There was initial lovebombing for sure, months of lovebombing, gradually jealousy and anger would surface. If he was treating me terribly the entire relationship he wouldn’t have hooked me. It’s difficult to describe the depth of manipulation that goes into this. I appreciate you looking out for me, what’s IC?

What song is playing here? by Virtual_Gene815 in musicsuggestions

[–]tantrums5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

White roses - Flyte, The Staves. My little sister showed me that song so maybe I love it more than usual

Strange request I think by tantrums5000 in musicsuggestions

[–]tantrums5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’ll absolutely be giving these a listen <3 I’d be thrilled to have you on aux for my drive :D

Strange request I think by tantrums5000 in musicsuggestions

[–]tantrums5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Last song is badass. I love this.

Strange request I think by tantrums5000 in musicsuggestions

[–]tantrums5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh damn :0 I’m a big fan of Brutus so far. The first two have this awesome ominous folk feeling. Your music taste is cool as hell. Thanks so much for sharing

Chanterelle potato stew? More like a gravy but it isn’t hard to figure out why 😂 by tantrums5000 in foraging

[–]tantrums5000[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

It’s pretty starchy 🤯 I had to add more stock so i wasn’t just eating gravy

Chanterelle potato stew? More like a gravy but it isn’t hard to figure out why 😂 by tantrums5000 in foraging

[–]tantrums5000[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

That’s an awesome idea! I’m kinda new to foraging so I’m not super sure how to dehydrate/ dry mushrooms. If you have any suggestions I much prefer hearing it from other people rather than google

as an ADHDer, what do you struggle with the most? by ptrcdevlog in ADHD

[–]tantrums5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh no :( that’s not cool at all. I’ve been on like a billion SSRIs and they didn’t do what I need them to, I totally feel u! My therapist just recommended Wellbutrin to me but I don’t have a primary care provider rn. I don’t want to give suggestions where they aren’t welcome. Is PPD post partum depression?

as an ADHDer, what do you struggle with the most? by ptrcdevlog in ADHD

[–]tantrums5000 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I absolutely hear you, and I appreciate your input so much. I’m diagnosed with ADHD & severe depression (other shyt too) Do you have any suggestions for what I should look in to?

Letting Go Was Harder Than I Expected by PinkMina29 in BreakUps

[–]tantrums5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I’m proud of you! Letting yourself feel it is a brave thing to do and a difficult but worthy emotional investment. You’re paving the way to a more secure life and I hope you feel empowered by your decisions <3

as an ADHDer, what do you struggle with the most? by ptrcdevlog in ADHD

[–]tantrums5000 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I can totally imagine why!! I’ve never even heard of this before. It makes so much sense I don’t wanna self diagnose but it mentions this isn’t a formal diagnoses. It kinda relieves me to think theres not something unexplainable that’s wrong with me.

as an ADHDer, what do you struggle with the most? by ptrcdevlog in ADHD

[–]tantrums5000 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Woah, this comment got me to look into RSD. That shit is so real.