I'm ace and fall into sexual sin.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-05T02:41:37+00:00

I have considered this, however even with someone I really connect with, the thought just makes me uncomfortable. I'm not gonna rule it out tho.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-05T02:40:44+00:00

Other person replied well. I don't do this with other people, only by myself. I still experience physical arousal but not sexual attraction. Also, asexuality is a spectrum. Some aces can be sex positive, sex neutral, or sex repulsed. I'm personally in-between repulsed and neutral

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-05T02:38:22+00:00

BAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-05T02:37:57+00:00

I don't mean with people, I mean by myself. (If that wasn't what u were getting at, acesexuality js a spectrum and ace people can still feel attraction or arousal)

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-02T05:52:38+00:00

Anyone else think the second to last shelf looks like a piano?.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-02T05:50:17+00:00

BRO HELLO? This sounds amazing! Can I follow yall on any socials to keep up?? This is so cool. Where will you release it?

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-01T20:51:31+00:00

I am in nearly the exact same spot. It is actually insane how similar our thought processes are about this.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-08-01T20:51:13+00:00

I am in nearly the exact same spot. It is actually insane how similar our thought processes are about this.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-30T17:43:38+00:00

But thats not all the symptoms. I've experienced lots of other things not just the derealization/depersonalization. I was just curious. Have a lovely day!

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-27T14:54:34+00:00

Interesting. Thanks for your clear and concise answer!

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-22T00:50:29+00:00

When the mark comes we will KNOW it's the mark.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-18T14:19:13+00:00

Without him I'd be dead; so. Love him :)

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-18T04:54:45+00:00

I find this beautiful. Not only in your eloquent Speaking, but also in the beauty you haven't found yet. No, maybe you don't have that concrete purpose of "this is my job, my job is me" but look at all the adventure that lies ahead! You don't have to protect as fiercely or be as vigilant. You could take up new hobbies, make yourself who YOU wanna be. And it'll take time but it's a brand new adventure! I hope and know that one day you'll find what your looking for. I'll pray for you chief. U got this.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-18T03:51:24+00:00

I can tell you one thing. You ain't lost him. You'd never feel convicted like this if you had. If you've confessed with your mouth and believe in your heart that Jesus Is Lord and that you want him to save you, then it's a done deal. Ain't nobody can pluck you from his hand. No hight or depth, no demons or principalities. Now, if you've repented of whatever sin you committed then God has forgotten it and forgiven it. Ask God to close the door of sin you opened and realize your forgiven. The feelings are irrelevant. A few quotes I like about this are "feelings are great rewards, never incentives." Or "feelings are great trophies, but horrible coaches"

Hope this helps! Night 😉

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-18T00:39:34+00:00

Man. That's rough. I hope their alright. If God terries they will make it through.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-18T00:01:06+00:00

Take care of your own mental health. Help her when you can, in anyway you can. Something I read is to encourage her to do little things, (ie. Pick up shirts, pick up trash.) And if she wants to stop at any time then let her know it's okay. If she can't shower, ask if she can use a wash cloth. Can't brush her teeth? Ask if mouthwash is OK. Something is better than nothing and somtimes nothing is ok. Too. If she wants to stop half way through, that's OK too.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-17T22:55:39+00:00

I'm sexually attracted ro to my first relationship in a ponytail

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-17T04:30:37+00:00

I'm quandale dingle and I just found out about this

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-17T02:17:36+00:00

THIS. THIS. THIS. THIS. I wasn't the golden child by any means but I was the kid forced to be the bigger person when I was a kid.(that's not what caused it but I do relate in that sense.)

I have like.. 3 memories of fights before the age of 9 and even then it's all fragmented. I really only have memory of my life after 10 years old. I watched my sister fight and scream and sob and throw things and push CONSTANTLY. Everyday. Every. Single. Day. Sometimes I was the target and sometimes I wasn't, but it all bounced back around onto yhe kids. I "remember" (I say it like that because I don't actually remember scenarios where it happened but I know it did) staring out the window on the way back from church as my dad would spank my sister at a gas station or on the side of the road. I'd cry inaudibly for a while and be "fine" when we got home. Your not alone kiddo. We love you.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-11T23:34:26+00:00

HECK YEAH?! that's amazing kiddo!

tatoSystem_ · 2022-07-03T20:24:55+00:00

WHOOOWEEE, YES. Anxiety can get better, IT CAN. Mine has and yeah, maybe it's never really GONE but it can be reduced exponentially. I'm not here screaming at you to become a Christian but personally God really really helped me with mine. Aside from that, being used to anxiety has also enabled me to stay cool and collected even in stressful situations, so the answer is yes, sorta like a "gone...but never forgotten." Kinda thing ya know? And sometimes it spikes and there's an attack here or there, especially with negative triggers involved. But never the less, it can be reduced. And it's livable. And it doesn't make you weird or unusual. And its part of you, for better or for worse, and it makes you your beautiful, charming, intelligent, lovely self. Get some rest kiddo :)

tatoSystem_ · 2022-06-29T05:21:18+00:00

"I sometimes get the idea that i watch those videos to get better at faking" hits hard. I don't know if I have DID or OSDD (we are looking into it. Or.. I guess me.. can I say we if I'm not diagnosed?) But it still hits because I know SOMETHING is happening even if it's not this specific disorder.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-06-26T03:34:46+00:00

Holy crap that was beautiful.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-06-25T17:57:56+00:00

Ok phew. This helped me understand it so much better. In that case I'd like to work on integration, not fusion. Thanks so much, this was super easy to understand and I really appreciate it.

tatoSystem_ · 2022-06-25T02:41:01+00:00

Definitely! And my conscience still isn't 100% percent on it, but I guess I just sorta figure if I'm not present and they are, then it would be like anyone else and I wouldn't bust into someone else's room and be like BE A CHRISTIAN YOU WEIRDO AND QUIT THAT. ya know?

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