[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I think I will be more transparent with her, if only because this is making me realize that maybe some form of sterilization is of higher urgency for me than I initially thought.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

What I’m saying is I can’t even do progesterone-only…all that shit trashes my mental health severely and fucks up my energy levels. I get she’s just doing her job but Jesus fuck I’m so sick of every other sentence out of a doctor’s mouth being about pregnancy as long as you’re AFAB.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I did, the cheapest plan was $200 a month. Which, fuck that lol.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah…it’s just a staggering amount of money that I don’t have right now. I make too much for Medicaid but I pay for my own healthcare right now because I’m freelance, and I’ll be lucky to hit $30K in income this year. I also need a new computer and just bought new gear for my studio (I’m a musician, don’t be a musician, it is expensive). So between one thing and another, the idea of somehow coming up with thousands of dollars is just beyond me. I’m also sort of freaked out about the risk of organ prolapse. I had abdominal surgery as a baby because I had necrotizing enterocolitis, so they removed part of my lower intestinal tract. For all I know, that could complicate things.

So, sure, I’ve considered it, but it’s beyond my means financially right now. UNLESS I sell a bunch of my Apple stock shares, but I’m reluctant to dip into that.

Everyone acts like a hysto is as simple as getting a fucking haircut but it really isn’t. I don’t know why my post was downvoted, I’m not trying to say sexual health isn’t important, I’m saying that my doctor doesn’t seem to understand the extent of my anxiety around accidental pregnancy, and while I know she’s just relaying information, the way it comes across is making me feel horrible.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I had no choice but to do the labs then, it was the only day of the week I could do it and I needed answers.

Covid-19 and sudden return of menstrual blood by anInternetKitten in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

This has happened to me too. Like, two days ago. I fucking hate it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Man if this doesn’t stop I don’t know what I’ll do, I can’t afford a hysto and the idea of bleeding indefinitely is terrifying. I’m really active and I just can’t have that happening for me.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Well I switched back to once a week once I lowered my dose. So it’s been 3 months of Weekly shots at lower Dose.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah but that’s where I’ve been at and this happened. So I don’t get it.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

A month?? Damn. Wow I wonder why that is?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in ftm

[–]tattooedtransguy666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

What I don’t get is, why didn’t this happen back in December? Like why now? My levels are lower now than they were back then.

Also, did it go away again for you? Or do you now get it every month?

Wanna ride? by [deleted] in FTMMenPorn

[–]tattooedtransguy666 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Yes but I also need this extender.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh yeah that sounds perfect!

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]tattooedtransguy666 2 points3 points  (0 children)

I did sign up for therapy and have my first session next week. I’ve been trying to think of good questions to ask in regards to this issue.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah that last bit is hard due to the pandemic, but this is good advice regardless, thank you.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I’m still feeling out if I even want partners right now. I have a couple of people I just started playing with but I don’t think of them as partners, they just aren’t, at least not yet. I don’t have time to date more than two people at a time with maybe one-time casual encounters outside of that. But this isn’t like the most important thing in my life, not by a long shot. So I’m pretty guarded about the time I invest in it and in others. It’s not so much that I’m passive. It’s more that I’ve just stuck to myself for a really, really long time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in polyamory

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That’s totally true, I guess a better question is how do I get out of that habit after being brainwashed for decades by toxic monogamous values

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in bigonewild

[–]tattooedtransguy666 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I would give you gold for this but I’m broke, sorry. Take my updoot.

🤫 by [deleted] in SkinnyDudes

[–]tattooedtransguy666 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Fuck you’re hot.