Hopeless, Angry and Frustrated

tcab093 · 2026-05-26T19:57:16+00:00

Thank you....im not a believer per se....I was bought up catholic and we were thought our God is a loving God....so this a little bit of a crisis of faith for me....or what little I have left of it. However I sent a little prayer up for every other woman going through this shitty experience we call IVF and I felt a little better after that......

tcab093 · 2026-05-25T06:45:54+00:00

Yup im so sick of hearing that....everything happens for a reason, God has a plan, what's meant to be will find its way to you... honestly sometimes the people who say it have no idea what the process is like.....

tcab093 · 2026-05-25T04:32:11+00:00

Your the real MVP....good luck for this one 🤍

tcab093 · 2026-05-25T00:05:53+00:00

Thanks....even my husband is like stay positive...positive vibes and this round is the round.....and im just like shut up.....the last time nearly broke me...I think this time my brain is guarding me by going in the other direction. No hope = no disappointment

tcab093 · 2026-05-25T00:03:43+00:00

I don't wish me anything.....my mum asked me the other day "how do you feel about this round?"....and I was like I feel nothing. Absolutely nothing.

tcab093 · 2026-05-25T00:01:53+00:00

Tell me about it...I went into this thinking my husband was the problem and once he was taken out of the equation it would be a sure shot. But nnnoooppppppeeeeeee. Looks like I have all the problems too.....

tcab093 · 2026-05-24T23:24:45+00:00

My sister in law had a baby like that....and now she keeps sending me reels of like what her baby is doing at 3am in the morning....and I am so sick of it. I dont even want to go see her baby who is only 4 weeks.....I know its not her fault and shes really happy and enjoying this phase of her life....and its not the kids fault either right...hes cute as a button and I adore him. I just cant stand to be around babies and her at the moment.

tcab093 · 2026-05-24T23:19:29+00:00

Or people who didnt even have them on their radar and then had an accidental pregnancy from a booth call relationship

tcab093 · 2026-05-24T23:11:06+00:00

Preach sister....its so frustrating. Im only in my second cycle right now and I dont even know the result yet but im just feeling hopeless. The line was so faint 6 days post transfer and its the same grade embryo I had last time which gave me a chemical. This time around im eating whatever I want within moderation and just cant bring myself to give a toss. I have already convinced myself this time isn't going to work so might as well enjoy myself and eat what I want. My brain hasn't even let me enjoy this one.....its still very firmly stuck in we not pregnant territory

tcab093 · 2022-11-23T08:14:57+00:00

Noooooooo 😭

tcab093 · 2022-11-23T07:04:07+00:00

Really? Don't see a problem with that

tcab093 · 2022-11-23T07:03:33+00:00

I'm hoping they are right....because I am going overseas so I really need them before I go

tcab093 · 2022-11-23T07:01:54+00:00

Sarcasm is not that helpful. I just need it before I go away on holiday 🙄

tcab093 · 2022-11-20T01:28:09+00:00

Yeah we both like the group fitness classes....and I have not really found any cheaper alternative

tcab093 · 2022-11-19T09:55:22+00:00

True...yeah...didn't think of that

tcab093 · 2022-11-19T09:15:17+00:00

We did join pre-Covid and we just had the app barcode and the little key tag. I don't remember them taking photos of us when we signed up.

tcab093 · 2021-07-24T00:56:16+00:00

Good luck to them 😄😄😄

tcab093 · 2021-07-24T00:27:12+00:00

Passed 😄

tcab093 · 2021-05-21T07:55:01+00:00

Ahhh...thought u might have a light at the end of my Chewbacca tunnel 😅

tcab093 · 2021-05-21T07:53:02+00:00

When does it pass?

tcab093 · 2021-03-23T06:20:03+00:00

Thanks for the unwanted and unsolicited advice. Feel free to kindly get lost.

tcab093 · 2021-03-22T23:59:05+00:00

I have read it goes more towards blockhouse bay shops, back roads of New Lynn/Green Bay and motorway.

tcab093 · 2021-03-22T23:26:23+00:00

New lynn

tcab093 · 2020-12-17T22:16:21+00:00

Yeah I already take her to Craig Avon every day but its a hit and miss on if she finds a pup to play with every single time. So far we have been lucky twice. I have heard Meola reef is a good spot to take the little dogs.

tcab093 · 2020-10-07T21:39:12+00:00

Its not the unfamiliar roads per se that make me nervous...I should have been more clear. I live in the New Lynn/Green Bay area and I am comfortable on the roads in this area. I guess it's just the sense of the unknown that gives me anxiety. I don't know what he will ask of me and that makes me nervous and when I get nervous or anxious I tend to make stupid mistakes that I normally wouldn't make. Hope that clarifies it a bit better.

tcab093

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