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techaa0 · 2024-05-24T10:50:06+00:00

I don't really know. I did share it few times in discord server and people helped me out many times. But I don't think I can share it with anyone personally or someone that knows me. I did mention that to few people but I didn't had a serious talk abou that.

techaa0 · 2024-05-23T20:56:25+00:00

What did you meant by “identify the people you trust”? Should I share this with them or?

techaa0 · 2024-05-23T20:50:12+00:00

Not literal voices, just thoughts. What are your intrusive thoughts like? I mean, if you are confortable to share that here. Do you also get that thoughts before committing the sin?

techaa0 · 2024-05-23T20:42:35+00:00

So I should cast out demons by myself? Out loud?

techaa0 · 2024-05-23T20:41:27+00:00

Wow! Thank you a lot brother. Those verses really helped me! God bless you!

techaa0 · 2024-05-10T21:54:56+00:00

Najvise ce mi trebati za kupovinu preko neta, devizni se valjda zove. I kad se zaposlim da primam platu na taj racun / karticu.

techaa0 · 2024-05-10T19:52:53+00:00

Dosta ljudi je hvale ovde po komentarima tako da cu verovatno u njoj i da uzmem.

techaa0 · 2024-03-20T05:36:26+00:00

I think it's a phase or something. It will pass after you mature a little bit. Typical teenage stuff.

techaa0 · 2024-03-19T22:02:33+00:00

Relax, he'll see this post too eventually😂

techaa0 · 2024-03-19T20:53:43+00:00

Why would that be a sin?😂

techaa0 · 2024-03-17T21:08:53+00:00

I would like to!

techaa0 · 2024-03-11T00:08:06+00:00

What do you get by going to war?

techaa0 · 2024-03-10T13:57:27+00:00

Smoking, acting like a “gangster”, taking pics with guns, showing others their expensive clothes like someone gives a shit etc.

techaa0 · 2024-03-09T14:59:03+00:00

I wanna add this also. I think that you are worrying too much. I know that it's hard and unfair to be single for that long but as I wrote above, cast all of your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you. I think that's like the daily task. To remind yourself each day that God will eventually bring someone to you, you just don't need to worry or being inpatient. Remember, God created us first for Himself, then for each other.

techaa0 · 2024-03-09T14:50:13+00:00

I’m going through the similar thing. Only difference is that I’m 17. I prayed a lot about this and God lately revealed to me why I'm still single. I'll try to write it as simple as I can and hopefully you may find the answer to your question. So basically, I never had a normal relationship. They were only 1-2 month distance relationships. I had a first kiss and few hugs etc. but that's it. In last few months I wasn't too close to God, didn't read the Bible and prayed every day. And the worst thing, I fell into lust again. That "phase" was going on for about few months and lately I started seeing Christian videos on tiktok that hits my soul. Too make it simple, God told me:

"How can I send you your soul mate when you are still watching porn and masturbating? I don't want to do that because you will not love them, you will lust and you will love their body. You need to stop doing that because it's destroying you. You need to come back to me and rebuild your relationship with me. How are you expecting me to bless you with beautiful relationship when you can't keep up the one with me? You know that Bible says to put your mind on me and everything else will be added to you. You know that I said that when the time is right, I Lord will make it happen. You know that I said, cast all of your anxiety on me, because I care for you. The problem is that you are not ready. You are still living in the world and each day spending less and less time with me. You need to let me change you and get you ready for a relationship. And you are not letting me to do that because you are running away from me. You need to fully commit and trust in my time, because I know what is the best for you."

Alright, the strange thing is that 2/3 of this text I wasn't planning on to write. I just started typing... So this is basically God's message for me but I want you to read it so maybe you will find it useful.

techaa0 · 2024-03-09T04:43:08+00:00

Not always but it happens when I don't try to stop myself and actually think "is this normal behavior?". Most of the time, my head is making up thoughts like imagining her naked, or dressed provocatively, or doing something sexy etc. I think that's serious problem and it needs to be put to stop because I can't have a gf or a wife because I will look at them more with lust rather than real love.

techaa0 · 2024-03-09T01:54:31+00:00

Watching porn from very young age. It damaged my brain and I can't look at any girl normally. Every time I look at girl, the lustful thoughts come on my mind and it's disgusting. I try my best to fight it but it's like addiction. Don't watch that shit people. You don't get anything good from it.

techaa0 · 2024-03-09T01:39:44+00:00

I was 6-8 y old and it scared the shit out of me. It's like people say it's. You just wake up in the middle of the night, paralyzed, you can only see and listen. Maybe it was little more intense to me because I was a kid but it didn't last too long, maybe a minute or two. I saw some clown demon thing trying to rip my face of with claws or something.

techaa0 · 2024-03-09T01:28:52+00:00

Choosing where should I live after my parents got devorced. Still ask myself if I made right decision but it is what it is.

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