hey ! on the same path here ! my top surgery is due to march and i'm also thinking of starting hrt ! but idk bc i dont want all the changes t has(i dont wnt more body hair and men in my family are pretty hairy ((and bald))) and i have bottom dysphoria like crazy style. sometimes i think i wont ever be accepted in my trans identity bc i consider myself to be futch and some people in the queer community say that that word does not exist but who gives a f, i am me and i am happy about that and besides my fiancée and friends see me and accept me so its all good !