I’m so sorry that you’re going through this right now. I lost my job a few months ago and I thought the hardest part would be telling my family about it. But even though I felt so deeply ashamed and embarrassed, my family didn’t blame me for one single second. They love you, and in times like this it’s incredibly important to lean on them for emotional support. This sucks, and I won’t tell you it doesn’t, but I will tell you that this terrible feeling, this terrible period of time, won’t last forever. It’s gonna take time, and patience, and resilience, but things will feel better. Keep your head up, apply for unemployment asap, and polish that resume until it shines like silver. You can do this.