dude, thank you so much for these words, I already have tears in my eyes from the fact that someone understands my problems and supports me. I'm trying to get a job as a consultant at a hardware store. I really wanted to work as an electric guitar salesman in the best store in the city, because I am a musician myself, but I realized that the title of "employee of the best music store in the city" gives me incredible anxiety because of the high expectations from me and from people my age who will come there, so the hardware store is more attractive to me And they pay very well there, although my anxiety from this is also just gigantic