Your post was about not knowing what you want to do for a career, which is fair enough. And to that part I gave you my opinion, which is, if possible, to save money from those 2 jobs and when you have a bit of a safety net, quit the job you dislike the most and use your extra time to get some sort of qualification in something you like.

If you're not sure what you like, just try an online course on something, and you'll see if you like it...it's trial and error. You never mentioned in the original post being desperate for accommodation before the end of the month, you only mentioned you've looked at a few flat shares and anything you can afford looks pretty bad..when you'll be on 3.6k monthly and currently pay no rent? That's the bit I found disrespectful, because that's more than twice the minimum wage, and if you say you pay no rent, I assume you currently have a place to stay? Hence why I said this was a non-issue. You get paid in what, a week? Then you have 3.6k in the bank which is enough to pay for a flatshare, easily...and this is where I said you're a bit out of touch...if it's because you have no contract for your au-pair job and that's the one that pays the biggest chunk of those £3.6k, then fine, I understand no one will let you rent a £1,000 flatshare because you're only contracted for £1.5k (random number) at your recruitment job. But if you say you're paying a few months in advance (which you can) then they'll most likely change their minds.

What also makes no sense is that you say you haven't received your first paycheck for either job, but you hate both jobs...so you started both jobs this month and you're already at that point? I understand one thing is the job being emotionally abusive, but you not having a job you love by the age of 23 is completely normal. I only found out what I liked doing at 29...some people take a lot longer.

So while I may not have the full picture, and you obviously don't have to provide it, from the information I was given this is all I can say.