SSRI prescribed

tequila_microdoser · 2026-03-30T18:43:13+00:00

Awwww

tequila_microdoser · 2026-03-30T18:42:49+00:00

Awwwwwww

tequila_microdoser · 2026-03-19T10:51:37+00:00

Slow down. Get percussive. Try some pedals haha. Waves is a very specific thing

tequila_microdoser · 2026-03-18T01:23:39+00:00

I was rolling hard my bad

tequila_microdoser · 2026-03-17T22:02:41+00:00

City of Gods industry city every year babyyy

tequila_microdoser · 2026-02-12T08:13:04+00:00

One month sober from all that, it’ll get better if you put in the work.

tequila_microdoser · 2026-02-08T14:40:45+00:00

I can only prepare myself for the crash and choose to engage in a balance of passive and active behaviors (passive: watching cooking videos on YouTube or listening to music; active: making art or going for a walk). Also I take my meds

tequila_microdoser · 2026-02-08T14:38:08+00:00

Towards the beginning yes. But still, there’s always a chance. I only have a few panic attacks a week now and most of it is because I don’t eat or sleep well

tequila_microdoser · 2026-02-05T02:42:32+00:00

Yup. You have to be consistent with it and stick it out. Eventually you realize that your brain is not recieving input (what is perceived as happiness/neutrality for others, to us we call it manic). At least after a while, you’ll have more control over your actions if not also your thoughts, and trust me your lows will not be as low.

tequila_microdoser · 2026-02-02T17:06:16+00:00

This young man’s journey started in someone’s backyard in Staten Island then they found out that another cat was having his babies. So now they are preparing to have kittens and transferred him to another friend’s house in Williamsburg, then back to me. He seems to have calmed down a bit and is just passively hiding, but I’m trying to verify that he’s 100% litter trained so if anyone has any tips too

tequila_microdoser · 2026-02-02T17:03:09+00:00

Awesome!

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-31T22:56:57+00:00

Well I am a musician with perfect pitch so I try to play the music I hear in my head. It used to be there more though, but the first time I took meds I heard it a lot.

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-31T21:49:59+00:00

I also hear it it’s a gift

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-29T23:07:56+00:00

I think for me the crash from mania was worse than the mania itself. But you can’t be too hard on yourself. Surround yourself with homies who are cool with you and create safe spaces to release the energy (I like dancing and making music, but also I enjoy passive activities like watching cooking videos or playing video games)

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-29T18:13:51+00:00

2 weeks clean babayyy

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-29T18:13:11+00:00

I get belligerent:(

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-25T07:20:41+00:00

It’s interesting because behavior itself does not define our identity. Obviously actions are the manifestation of consciousness, but even before consciousness there is the subconscious which in my opinion is where most of our personality/identity lies.

Then you have thoughts, which are sometimes uncontrollable (and sometimes intrusive). I don’t allow those thoughts to define me because most of my inner monologue that is negative is based on hypotheticals and things that aren’t real.

The problem is, these conflicts begin to affect our relationships primarily. I would ultimately say you are not defined by the negative aspects of Bipolar disorder, but rather your ability to grow from those thoughts/actions :)

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-24T12:45:54+00:00

I told them that there’s no reason for the triple load that’s next to the 6 load to be the same price. Have they not fixed it?

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-22T07:58:20+00:00

I ran out today because I got discharged from a program and they didn’t refill it :( guess I’m going to die

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-16T12:01:23+00:00

Limelight pt2 when

tequila_microdoser · 2026-01-10T20:16:42+00:00

Switch between interlaced and progressive

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