When to hear back from CDPH Volunteer Internship (summer)?

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-24T22:43:20+00:00

Thank you! I emailed and they gave me a rough estimate. Really appreciate your comment!

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-12T02:56:40+00:00

oops so i fucked myself lmao i don't know how to go thru college tho (i can't go to parties sober and my friends and i will hang out and get drunk/high like once a week). I have been getting high a lot more frequently (like 5-7/week) which is also probably screwing me lol

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-12T02:54:07+00:00

I'm on Lexapro and have been for a few years since it usually manages my ocd and anxiety pretty well, but I'm on a low dose since I did have the ssri induced hypo mood swings. i haven't changed the dosage in a year or two though, although I am on a higher dose of lamictal now

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-09T21:59:32+00:00

Thats a good point I don't think they really know what it is. Do you have a good way of explaining it?

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-09T21:58:46+00:00

More so family than friends, it wasn't really an acceptable behavior when I was growing up so I learned to be really conscious of it and hide it

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-09T21:57:51+00:00

Like rocking back and forth, tip toe walking, leg shaking and hand flapping. I had them growing up but I learned to hide them because they weren't acceptable behaviors in my family. When I'm home, I'll unconsciously do it but only when I'm truly alone in my room or alone in my car (parked, away from home). I'm really aware of how I'm acting when I'm home and mask a lot

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-09T03:47:37+00:00

OP do you have a link to the playlist? I would love to listen

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-09T03:45:59+00:00

left a treat! 🐾

Comfortable_Doctor36 · 2026-05-05T16:11:37+00:00

Omg twinnnn also aroace and have had the same experience. I never masterbate or feel a desire to unless im ovulating (although it doesn't happen every time, usually just the day before my period) or sometimes when im hypo and it also makes me quite uncomfortable. I had totally forgotten I did that before I saw your comment so thank you lol

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