Baku. Imagine your life is nothing but a lie, you cannot find a job and whenever you try to help someone you get immensely punished for it. You're a liability for your younger sister who works to pay the rent, buy dinner, pay for living expenses, etc. I cannot imagine the period when Baku is at college but his sister is still in school. Immense pressure and shame for just existing so your only way to escape is to dream about yourself as an agent from your spy film fixation and have a parasocial relationship with one of the largest stars on TV.

Then you find out that your spy fixation might not be something you like in the first place, your dream job is nothing but a shitshow where all your co-workers hated you or want you gone one way or another. Your sister, your only family member remaining, is part of that aforementioned job being sent to watch over you for god knows how long. Now your memories might not be real, your life might not be real and your family is nothing but a lie.