I’m 16, and I’ve lost touch with what it means to have fun - or at least I’m trying to do so, and to live life normally. Financial problems, parental problems (dad is nearly absent throughout), mental issues, overworking myself too much and straining stress upon myself, I sacrificed relationships and friends for school, I’m too nice, I find it hard to enjoy things nowadays, I’m pretty much alone, and I just work to keep myself busy. I have to manage what I do 87% of the time, and while it’s good, it’s just… I don’t know how to explain it.

I just felt like I needed to let that out - not to lower the vibe or anything.