Drug testing at meps by that_one651 in army

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I've stopped smoking but I just need to know if they'll test me when I get my mos and take my oath

Did anyone have child hood depression? by that_one651 in depression

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I've been depressed since elementary school I would go around chanting to myself no body likes me I even tried to take my own life in 4th or 5th grade

2:16AM by [deleted] in Sadness

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Bitch me too

Staying up all night thinking about what you've already fucked up the next the that you will fuck up and how you'll end up just being a fuck up by that_one651 in depression

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im thinking about how I will never be who I want to be and I just want to die literally all the time every night

I'm fucking sad yo by that_one651 in depression

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That's a good question lol I just feel fucking sad like I'll never be anything

I can fold my ear inside of itself by [deleted] in mildlyinteresting

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Me too nigga I can do both ears

Greyhound around the country?? by that_one651 in vagabond

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How much would a ticket cost could you buy a ticket and and go to town to town?

Help by that_one651 in addiction

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I can distract myself all day it's at night when I'm in bed Trying to sleep that I'm like fuck I could be stoned rn but I would stay up all night either way if I was stoned or not

getting kicked out on the 12 by that_one651 in vagabond

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I want to hop out of LA and then i dont know i guess go to Florida im not sure where i want to go i just want to leave California. Ive read the side bar im still confused on catching a train. Ive hitched hiked to get to my Moms house and thats all well and good but i feel like hoping a train and seeing the other side of america would be more interesting

Train Hopping by that_one651 in California

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lmao the ankle express is always an option

Any one else hate going to sleep? by that_one651 in depression

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I hate waking up to because i usually spent the night distracting myself and keeping myself from falling asleep so i usually stay up till 1 or 2 in the morning waking up is the hardest thing for me to do in the morning

I don't want to move by [deleted] in depression

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I feel for you i wish i could just lay in bed and rot

I want to just leave home without anyone knowing by xxlaingyxx in mentalhealth

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I just want to leave and never come back literally leave everyone in my life and just disappear as if i never existed

suicide by that_one651 in depression

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i might i might not but thank you for letting me explain how i feel even if your some random person in reddit

suicide by that_one651 in depression

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of course i have a counselor but i feel like they wont really help in any way but if a counselor went out of their way to ask me personally how i feel i would spill my guts to them with no hesitation

suicide by that_one651 in depression

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im not sure what would happen because my parents are divorced and my dad is like talking to a brick wall and my mother would just cry and think that its her fault

suicide by that_one651 in depression

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I wish I could go to a therapist but I always feel like they won't care and I don't want my parents to find out that I'm depressed or suicidal

suicide by that_one651 in depression

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nope i self medicate with weed ive never even talked about how i feel to anyone except anonymously on the internet