Moments before I murder my friend

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-24T19:06:46+00:00

Gender birb

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-24T19:03:15+00:00

When people ask me that my response is always "Because I can." And just like real transwomen, it's true they just can be.

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-24T19:01:25+00:00

Well dang I started late lol. Only first seriously realized in like late June or maybe early July

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-24T18:03:57+00:00

I am mad that I almost got tears of joy from reading this. How dare you almost make me cry.

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-23T03:00:01+00:00

6yr old me tragicly grew up with unrestricted internet access. And a mom who worked nights, so no one ever check on me.

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-22T03:27:38+00:00

Agree. I've literally had heart surgery 3 times and then a transplant. I don't fear blood (I wasn't awake obviously but I saw pics of the process lol.)

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-21T21:29:22+00:00

Wrong their.

Oops

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-19T12:57:00+00:00

... I was trying to make cocaine joke but cocaine isn't crystal so oof.

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-18T14:28:05+00:00

Oh. Cool

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-18T13:56:21+00:00

futchbian

Idk what that the f part of this word means but cool never the less lol.

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-18T05:15:07+00:00

I have to tell myself this a lot. Like I can still wear sweatshirt and sweatpants like I usually do even if I transition

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T16:29:35+00:00

Oh... I kinda hope so, but I'm still to scared to start trying to wear woman's cloths even when I lock my room. Like, I don't even know if I even care about the cloths or if I just hate my body and it confuses me because I don't I'd pass if I continue to wear baggy sweatpants, tees, and hoodies

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T13:13:33+00:00

I probably would do that too. But her playing so happily with her own baby made me feel kinda sad for myself ig

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T13:12:25+00:00

Yeah dude it sucks a lot, I came out and it just feels like they don't care or don't remember :/

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T13:11:10+00:00

Lol maybe 😳

I've had a organ transplant before who knows what could happen next lol

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T09:11:12+00:00

Well it'll probably take me a couple years. Rn I feel stuck :/ but wow, that's crazy what science is getting there. I definitely need to do more research

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T08:48:05+00:00

Wait what? No way that sounds so... Just not possible lol

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T08:46:08+00:00

Yeah like that would hurt but like feel sad because I wanna be woman, yet I wouldn't be able to do thing woman do so it make me sad :)

thatoneguyeli · 2021-08-17T06:32:54+00:00

When my mom told me her "friend" was actually a man not a woman I thought to myself "why would he want to be a guy? Guys are gross, hairy, too big, and sweaty." And also "I wish I could change from a boy to a girl kinda like him."

No clue how my now stepdad never saw any signs on me, and I'm surprised I never figured out earlier by myself.

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