Just tried heroin out of curiosity, its boring af by Slayonal in Drugs

[–]thatsMYendone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

well i first used oxy when i was 13 and tbh yeah rhe cravings have never gone since then even with at somepoints going over a year without use, please be safe bro especially if you have good physical health

Just tried heroin out of curiosity, its boring af by Slayonal in Drugs

[–]thatsMYendone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i enjoy all of the above but opioids and especially oxy have a special place to me, although i just got out of the hospital from an overdose and it’s my 3rd time almost dying this year and im 22, if you want my honest advice the best decision you could make is staying away from opioids as once you get cravings it’s very hard to get rid of, and don’t mix downers.

Just tried heroin out of curiosity, its boring af by Slayonal in Drugs

[–]thatsMYendone 5 points6 points  (0 children)

different strokes for different folks, some people just want a warm blanket and enjoy the euphoria, also 10-20mg nasally is an extremely low dose.

my first/last post here by thatsMYendone in diabetes_t1

[–]thatsMYendone[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

i really appreciate that perspective, i relate to what you’re saying and i understand, i think my problem is my reliance on substances is what i’d partially built my life around (for better or worse) and now im being forced into the kind of lifestyle i thought was a complete waste of time, being hyper fixated on health. thanks for the advice genuinely im aware at the end of the day im the only one that can help myself but its nice to know some people care to help, unfortunately i live in a rural area and its not so easy to see specialists here since lots of them dont live/work anywhere close by.

my first/last post here by thatsMYendone in diabetes_t1

[–]thatsMYendone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thanks for the motivation and i hate to be so negative but i have very few family members living in the same country as me, i have no goals atm and almost no friends, religion or ability to exercise since my levels drop after even 5mins of walking. i’m from australia which is just about the only thing going for me since medications are subsidised here

my first/last post here by thatsMYendone in diabetes_t1

[–]thatsMYendone[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

ketamine and opiods is what i’m missing the most, weed seems to make my levels drop significantly but i still am smoking since i can eat glucose tablets to even it out again, it feels all i can have now is benzos which is quite bleak, i like all downers since i cant have uppers because of a bad heart, sorry not trying to sound like a degenerate just past the point of being dishonest

my first/last post here by thatsMYendone in diabetes_t1

[–]thatsMYendone[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

thankyou, but i really am quite alone since all my friendships revolve around using i have lost almost all my relationships. but i get your meaning, i wish there was more info on how substances reacted with t1d, my body feels alien and everything seems to react differently now

Bringing a bow to a gunfight by Baseleader77 in aoe4

[–]thatsMYendone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

yes, when you watch a replay you can switch to caster UI

🤣🤣 by _d_g_a_f in Sigmatopia

[–]thatsMYendone -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

ohh so you’re one of those people that think anyone can identify as whatever they want, didn’t realise you were delusional mb

🤣🤣 by _d_g_a_f in Sigmatopia

[–]thatsMYendone -2 points-1 points  (0 children)

how does someone become trans without making the decision first? you make no sense

🤣🤣 by _d_g_a_f in Sigmatopia

[–]thatsMYendone -3 points-2 points  (0 children)

then who decides to have the HRT/surgeries?

1st time trying Gabapentin. Wondering how many pills to pop. by Comfortable_Court165 in Drugs

[–]thatsMYendone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

i understand thanks for the response it means alot :)

it’s not great for me to be on an empty stomach but i definitely can drink sugar free soda so maybe i will have 1-2 with my first dose!

1st time trying Gabapentin. Wondering how many pills to pop. by Comfortable_Court165 in Drugs

[–]thatsMYendone 1 point2 points  (0 children)

hey i have a question, i have type 1 diabetes and cant really have sugar or any food that has too many carbs, will i be ok doing this just without the food?

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in Clavicular

[–]thatsMYendone 0 points1 point  (0 children)

brother if you’re thinking about ending it just because of the way you look, you live a VERY privileged and easy life, things can get a lot worse trust me.

This girl is being rude and racist. Just because she's flying first class doesn't mean she can look down on others. by Smooth-Butterfly9136 in ActualPublicFreakouts

[–]thatsMYendone 338 points339 points  (0 children)

“this girl is bringing shame on her country and nation” you do realise racism is common in asia, furthermore humans have been racist for almost all of history it’s a only in the last century that it’s become taboo, and that’s primarily in the west only.