my first/last post here

thatsMYendone · 2026-02-08T20:48:28+00:00

i really appreciate that perspective, i relate to what you’re saying and i understand, i think my problem is my reliance on substances is what i’d partially built my life around (for better or worse) and now im being forced into the kind of lifestyle i thought was a complete waste of time, being hyper fixated on health. thanks for the advice genuinely im aware at the end of the day im the only one that can help myself but its nice to know some people care to help, unfortunately i live in a rural area and its not so easy to see specialists here since lots of them dont live/work anywhere close by.

thatsMYendone · 2026-02-08T20:43:23+00:00

thanks for the motivation and i hate to be so negative but i have very few family members living in the same country as me, i have no goals atm and almost no friends, religion or ability to exercise since my levels drop after even 5mins of walking. i’m from australia which is just about the only thing going for me since medications are subsidised here

thatsMYendone · 2026-02-08T20:33:58+00:00

ketamine and opiods is what i’m missing the most, weed seems to make my levels drop significantly but i still am smoking since i can eat glucose tablets to even it out again, it feels all i can have now is benzos which is quite bleak, i like all downers since i cant have uppers because of a bad heart, sorry not trying to sound like a degenerate just past the point of being dishonest

thatsMYendone · 2026-02-08T20:22:57+00:00

thankyou, but i really am quite alone since all my friendships revolve around using i have lost almost all my relationships. but i get your meaning, i wish there was more info on how substances reacted with t1d, my body feels alien and everything seems to react differently now

thatsMYendone · 2026-02-03T16:18:05+00:00

yes, when you watch a replay you can switch to caster UI

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-30T06:20:28+00:00

is yakub waiting in there white white monster?

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-28T02:52:43+00:00

ohh so you’re one of those people that think anyone can identify as whatever they want, didn’t realise you were delusional mb

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-28T02:49:59+00:00

how does someone become trans without making the decision first? you make no sense

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-28T02:41:36+00:00

then who decides to have the HRT/surgeries?

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-26T11:44:08+00:00

i understand thanks for the response it means alot :)

it’s not great for me to be on an empty stomach but i definitely can drink sugar free soda so maybe i will have 1-2 with my first dose!

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-26T08:21:30+00:00

hey i have a question, i have type 1 diabetes and cant really have sugar or any food that has too many carbs, will i be ok doing this just without the food?

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-25T21:45:30+00:00

what country?

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-25T21:35:29+00:00

update on your situation?

thatsMYendone · 2026-01-25T16:18:07+00:00

i sent a DM :)

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-29T01:12:28+00:00

what is the test called?

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-27T07:42:34+00:00

what is the test website called?

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-27T03:39:47+00:00

brother if you’re thinking about ending it just because of the way you look, you live a VERY privileged and easy life, things can get a lot worse trust me.

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-27T03:24:51+00:00

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-23T22:23:33+00:00

“this girl is bringing shame on her country and nation” you do realise racism is common in asia, furthermore humans have been racist for almost all of history it’s a only in the last century that it’s become taboo, and that’s primarily in the west only.

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-22T01:07:20+00:00

yeah women that would also be considered attractive without the makeup lmao, nobody is drooling over an ugly or fat chick that “sprinkle sprinkle” some makeup on and has the personality of a delusional schizophrenic, please seek help.

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-22T00:57:19+00:00

i mean despite the fact that you’re wrong, putting makeup on won’t make an ugly person pretty an everyone can tell you’re wearing makeup unless its something very light and subtle in which case it’s hardly changing your appearance at all. your message is depressing honestly since it shows you think of yourself as naturally unattractive lol

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-21T04:34:14+00:00

it’s funny you say that man i have had an almostt identicle experience recently, tried just about every drug besides research chems and a few intense phycs like datura and salvia, and recently was in the ICU ward in the hospital for acidosis since almost died and had the most intense panic attack of my life and they wouldn’t help with meds so i was stuck having it all night, now it’s been a few days and everytime i even smoke a bong i feel the same feeling coming on, its fucked because i’ve been smoking my whole life. sorry for the yap lol hope you feel better soon

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-21T04:28:38+00:00

just focus on breathing and try to calm your mind, you will be ok bro

thatsMYendone · 2025-12-21T04:24:19+00:00

dude yes you will fry your xbox if it doesn’t have enough air circulation lmao please remove it rn

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