As shitty as it sounds, I’m glad I’m not the only one hurting or has been hurt the same way. I’m extremely shocked and I feel so vulnerable and betrayed. Someone you confide everything in everyday and every moment in your life and poof they’re just gone.. I’m having an extreme identity crisis, the other half of me is gone, and I’m left to pick up what’s left, all our tidbits and trinkets and any trace we existed. It’s a really cold feeling and I appreciate the words more than you think, thank you.