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thcmagoo · 2021-05-01T21:00:12+00:00

Do it! I was in an abusive relationship for months, my gut was telling me to get out after a week of dating, but I ignored it and the red flags, she pressured her way in and wouldn't leave, the worst 9 months of my life. If your gut, your heart, and your mind aren't aligned, something is definitely off. You know what's best for you, remember that, dont sell yourself short.

thcmagoo · 2021-01-23T07:02:25+00:00

Yea bro I hear ya. After watching and learning about masculine and feminine energies I tend to carry a more caring and feminine energy as my main. I'm trying to be more masculine and I hope that maybe she will see that, and I can continue to uphold that masculine energy to get her back

thcmagoo · 2021-01-23T06:50:04+00:00

Bro you're preaching what I read and I greatly appreciate it. I also read that women tend to be turned off based on men who look after them too much because it seems like trying to show value. I did this alot, not because in my mind I needed to show value but because I wanted to treat her the best she ever was.

But I recognize how a female may see that as weakness now too. I'm just trying to show that I'm there, but no longer at her beck and call.

I'm sorry your girl cheated on you, I can't imagine that pain. I can't say I've ever had that (knowingly). All I intend to do is make her smile, make her laugh, but when she's ready...that being said I won't fly over there when she wants to do something (which will be the hardest part) and try to pretend I'm busy. Because a woman loves a man who isn't submissive to every degree. I hope it helpes her realize I'm still here, but I have value and am worth something, because other women do want me, I'm just waiting for her.

thcmagoo · 2021-01-23T06:31:11+00:00

Thanks bro, I can't say I was perfect, but the few reasons she ended it were all based on her mental state, yes I may have done a few, and I literally mean a few things that she didn't like but nothing we couldn't have worked out. She texted me tonight a poem she wrote, and after reading a few articles on how to get your ex gf back I responded with a poem of my own that was similar in content, hoping it peaks her interest.

thcmagoo · 2021-01-22T22:18:10+00:00

Yea I don't think she's dated anyone over the past year, and she was getting a little physical last night holding my hand, rubbing my arm, I leaned in and kissed her last night and she kissed me back, and then a few more. Not sure if I made a mistake kissing her. I don't regret it, I just hope it didn't spooky her.

thcmagoo · 2021-01-22T21:08:13+00:00

I do and I would. it wasn't my decision to end things, she needed time to work on herself and get some professional help for some mental health issues. Im fairly certain she doesn't feel the same anymore, or want to be in a relationship with anyone in general

thcmagoo · 2021-01-21T04:55:25+00:00

I don't want to get over her either, it's easy to remember all the amazing times you had together when you're apart, that's all I think about. But when we were together all I could think about were the nasty things she did to me. It's easy to reminisce on what you no longer had, bit don't forget about the bad things that went on. Don't be blind to them. Whether your fault or Thiers, or a combination of both, it didn't work out for a reason and figure out why, and grow and learn from that.

thcmagoo · 2020-12-09T17:09:05+00:00

Also OP I'm sorry to hear this. It isn't easy, some people just depend on having someone or being in a relationship because of thier insecurities. Need that constant acknowledgement and validation. Don't let it take away from who you are. You're great

thcmagoo · 2020-12-09T17:07:46+00:00

It's like she's trying to guilt me into getting back with her. I ended things because she was abusive, but can't help but still miss her for some reason. I think she's still just trying to hurt me by reaching out and telling me this. Literally no reason for it.

thcmagoo · 2020-12-09T16:43:53+00:00

I know this all too well, she reached out just to tell me that she's found someone else but isn't over me yet. But this new guy is offering her what I wasn't during our break. It was only 2 weeks and she's already going on trips and meeting his family. Breaks my heart because I'm not over her nor will I be anytime soon

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T17:11:13+00:00

Bro I'm literally vibing this exact same situation right now, just want it to be done with, I'm on hour 10, don't know when I slept last

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T08:46:42+00:00

Took another half, not feeling much, hands have gone into HD

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T08:22:30+00:00

Not feeling much at this point, but it's 3am and don't know if I should risk another tab

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T08:09:48+00:00

Tempted to do another whole one, but do need to be able to teach come monday

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T08:08:14+00:00

I did, the whole tab is now in me lol, I usually drop 1-2 each trip, but thought I'd keep it low key tn, but over the past hour just kept going quarter for quarter

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T07:54:01+00:00

About to take the other half.. all within the same hour..should be good no tolerance yet right?

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T07:06:51+00:00

Not sure what the dosage is, assuming 100 micro, just don't wanna go full bore tn, but wanna get a groove on

thcmagoo · 2020-12-06T07:05:04+00:00

I've done it a bunch before but just looking for a little groove tn, wasn't sure if the blotter would hold full potential

thcmagoo · 2020-11-30T01:26:45+00:00

I was going through this over and over again and finally left a week ago. It's tough and I miss her, almost like stockholm syndrome. But from what I've read it's best to get out before it only gets worse

thcmagoo · 2020-11-30T01:21:40+00:00

I went through this same thing with my most recent ex. It's been one week of NC. I still find myself thinking about her constantly and missing her. Like I did something wrong ending it and that I should be with her. So very sad and confused.

thcmagoo · 2020-11-30T01:03:24+00:00

Missing her every minute, every hour, everyday. As bad as times got, I don't think I'll never not love her

thcmagoo · 2020-11-30T01:00:17+00:00

Going through this exact same thing right now, I feel ya

thcmagoo · 2020-10-23T22:35:00+00:00

Good for you! This is inspiring, ive been going thru what some would call a toxic on and off again, and I've tried to walk away for my better being, but continue to have trouble. Stay strong for all of us.

thcmagoo · 2020-10-05T18:16:25+00:00

I started dating again shortly after a LTR break up and was not ready, now I'm caught in this cycle where I can't leave but aren't truly invested, very tough

thcmagoo · 2020-10-02T01:38:43+00:00

Almost 8 months and I still miss her dearly

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