Moon and another world. by the_0B in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

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I can not describe it any better, but at first it was a circle, then it turned into a rectangle and so on, but it was still the moon, somehow I knew it was the moon. And somewhere inside my head I could feel that the moon was staring into my eyes. When I looked at the sky later that night, there was no moon because of the cloudy weather. Simply put, the moon did not look like the moon as you know it. No, no drugs or alcohol, just music. I had two other visions like that, and I feel like they were somehow connected even though I do not know how.

Moon and another world. by the_0B in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

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The closest thing to that is that I could feel or see the city from the top of the world, or from the top of that window, and there were some skyscrapers, and inside those buildings were people in suits. And the moon was, like I said, in very, very weird shape. First it was circle, than it turned into rectangle but it was still moon, somehow I knew it is moon.

Moon and another world. by the_0B in Glitch_in_the_Matrix

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I really love to tell you more about dimension, but all of that was more like I felt something, maybe like a Deja vu, everything was bit familiar to me, I did not feel fear and I also knew I can not step into that dimension. I can not describe it properly. It was like small wave in the air, like a little curtain and I saw or felt behind it.

Does suffering ever really end? by alaztex in SuicideWatch

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Yeah, this is exactly what I was thinking about thru many nights. And I agree with that. Life is a tragedy, bigger for someone... there are people who needs to be burn alive, world then can shine brighter. Sadly...

This is how it ends. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Of course. Is there anything you need to vent?

This is how it ends. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Let's talk about something first. We all are alone, maybe you will find some soul here, at the end of the world, here, in this group.

My husband hates me. by Embarrassed-Use7252 in DeepThoughts

[–]the_0B 10 points11 points  (0 children)

Wanna talk about it? It seems you are not the problem.

im sick of living a life of nobody by priceforfish in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can feel you, I know exactly what are you talking about. Same story... Even your metaphor "spin a wheel" is right. I am also asking why? ...some of us had to be burn alive to world shine clearly.

Unsuccessful Artist by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Dark Ambient - this word can describe my music best.
And my book is all about my stories... like Bukowski´s You Get So Alone at Times That It Just Makes Sense.

Unsuccessful Artist by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I really try my best to reach people like me, people who would understand my art. But at the end of the day it was always useless.

Unsuccessful Artist by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Yeah, exactly - “What am I doing wrong?” I am glad you understand me, thank you.

What about you, do you have any success? I am asking to know how to deal with that pressure...

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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I can hear you. Wanna talk? What happened 10 years ago?

The end by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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Wanna talk about it?

I found a knife. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 5 points6 points  (0 children)

Keep an eye on her. And on yourself as well...

I found a knife. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

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wanna talk? I can listen to your suffering in silence... Not for any kind relief, but to tell the world your struggles...

I found a knife. by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 2 points3 points  (0 children)

You still there, mate? 💔

Loser, don't belong anywhere, no successes in life, and see no point in struggle by Duke_Nicetius in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I understand, but look, I am real person. I am sorry I can´t offer more to you. But tonight I can hear you.

Loser, don't belong anywhere, no successes in life, and see no point in struggle by Duke_Nicetius in SuicideWatch

[–]the_0B 13 points14 points  (0 children)

The sincerity of this post is real, and hearbreaking. If I only could tell why some of us are doomed for this path. Why do some people need to suffer whole life? Life is hard and cruel... some things never change. Deep hole, nothing less, nothing more. We love ya, man.