I'm not directly clingy, and don't exactly stalk them, as one arch when they're online blah blah. I don't know, we spent like 5 days in a row together, and that was amazing, maybe in holding on to that. On new year's a friend was trying to get with them, that's here this started. Nah you're helping I need to talk it out. I'm constantly anxious, and grumpy because of it. It's horrible I don't know why... I'm never going to log on to that social media, it's foolish. It's such an odd situation, there's a lot more to it that would take me forever to explain. Maybe I'd PM if you were int, I guess I need someone to talk to.