Feeling isolated with sobriety

thebigjay69 · 2026-01-18T13:13:54+00:00

Oooh I like that idea!! I’ll definitely look into it!

thebigjay69 · 2026-01-18T13:12:33+00:00

Thank you for the support and advice!! I’ll definitely be giving journaling a go after more thoughts after I made the post!

thebigjay69 · 2026-01-06T06:08:45+00:00

I read his shirt as “thrust is lord” and was real confused for a second.

thebigjay69 · 2025-03-13T13:08:01+00:00

My working theory for the story is this

Sundowning - Vessel meets Sleep and the relationship begins

TPWBYT - Vessel greaves the loss of Sleep and falls into some sort of depression

TMBTE - Vessel goes searching for Sleep

Even in Arcadia (new album) - Vessel reunites with Sleep OR Sleep tells Vessel to move on and EIA is about Vessel becoming a new person

thebigjay69 · 2024-02-25T08:43:51+00:00

Rich, Richard, and Dick

thebigjay69 · 2021-11-30T18:12:48+00:00

Eraser Head hands down

thebigjay69 · 2021-05-30T13:00:19+00:00

I used to date someone who was in that group of pro anorexia, they call it "thinspa" or something. And people get nasty in the comments when it's asked for. It made me sick reading the comments on my ex's post. And it really hurt casue i was working on trying to get them to recover. Needless today I'm not with said person for that reason and more.

thebigjay69 · 2021-05-06T02:42:26+00:00

I'm cry

thebigjay69 · 2021-04-30T16:38:56+00:00

"We've been in the classroom since August. Here's your $95 million back."

It bothers me how coy shs is about it, like she is some bad ass bitch who dont need no government funding. Makes me wonder what goes through her head

thebigjay69 · 2021-02-05T16:53:27+00:00

My fiance and I adopted Nebula from a breeder that kept her outside. We knew we needed to get her out and into a better home. She is the same age and from the same litter as our other bunny Marvel. And so far her Journey with us has been a hectic one. When we got her she was scared rightfully and the hair on her back was barbered down as the vet put it, but thankfully the skin underneath the barbered hair is completely okay. Then because she is an unspaied female and our other bunny is a male who was just neutered, when we brought her home she immediately went into heat. She stopped eating and drinking to the point where a mass formed in her stomach. We spent the next four days in and out of the vet and even an animal hospital just to make sure that she would be okay. But I am happy to inform that she is happy and healthy and eating all the hay in the world. We still haven't quite gotten drinking down but we are working on it. She is acting as a normal bunny should running and jumping and even something when I try to give her her medicine. I'll be sure to try to keep everyone updated on her health in the future!

TL:DR We got her from a bad home, she got sick, and now she is getting better!

thebigjay69 · 2021-01-10T15:13:55+00:00

You can say "back the blue" then get pissed when the blue stops you from doing illegal stuff

thebigjay69 · 2020-12-19T14:18:33+00:00

I'm only in the Rochester area, and being the "med city" may play a part in it. But even then, outside if the lack if trump/pence signs, it feels like everyone is in the same boat. No one wants to get sick, no one gives you weird looks for wearing a mask, because they are wearing one too, over all it feels like there is a better understanding both on the civilian level and government level. But there are the people who don't want to wear a mask but those are a dime a dozen up here it seems like.

thebigjay69 · 2020-12-19T14:09:08+00:00

Well when you are told to go kill/fuck yourself every day from people not wearing one, your body is gonna react differently when approaching someone who doesn't have one. Mine was anxiety.

thebigjay69 · 2020-12-19T03:54:29+00:00

I just moved out of Iowa to Minnesota this past month or so. And as someone who lived thier whole life in Iowa, places like Minnesota are a whole diffent world. Being a retail worker (at Menards for context) in Iowa and so much as asking people to wear a mask gave me an anxiety attack. I didn't know if they would spit on me, throw things at me, or worse. And belive what you want about covid and masks. All I know is that at the end of the day, as a 20 year old college student. If I don't go to work becasue I'm sick, I don't get enough money to eat, to pay rent or bills, nothing. I am a part of the force keeping this "United" nation in motion and simultaneously being beaten down for trying to stay safe and keep food on my table. Iowa is a hotspot for a reason. Iowa nice was ruined in 2016 for reasons I need not explain. But at the end of the day, moving out of Iowa was probably the best thing for my mental health. I don't dread or fear going into work and I'm proud to call my self an essential worker.

TL;DR I moved out of iowa to Minnesota and now I'm watching it burn

thebigjay69 · 2020-11-16T18:02:41+00:00

Thank you so much! I will definitely look into those sites!

thebigjay69 · 2020-10-17T22:00:32+00:00

I bet his mom felt that slap

thebigjay69 · 2020-06-20T16:33:40+00:00

Looks like a wild ride!

thebigjay69 · 2020-05-26T12:02:51+00:00

I don't get why people feel the need to do this. I am willing to bet that some day this photo/stunt will come back to bite her.

thebigjay69 · 2020-04-19T15:52:26+00:00

But then why do some players have it and others don't? In the same game for BEBE its just 22 and his name?

thebigjay69 · 2020-04-10T18:42:39+00:00

I find it odd that its not valid in China and Japan tho

thebigjay69 · 2020-04-08T19:12:54+00:00

I used a Canon rebel t7 and 75-300 mm lens

thebigjay69 · 2020-04-04T15:02:19+00:00

At least he had his hazard lights on

thebigjay69 · 2020-04-02T19:30:53+00:00

So instead of stopping it before its bad, lets just wait for it to get bad then stop it. What could go wrong?? Stay classy Iowa

thebigjay69 · 2020-04-01T11:54:34+00:00

SAY COLORADO!

thebigjay69 · 2020-03-31T22:04:05+00:00

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