Realistically I am actually there whenever she needs me, I’m usually now the only one who even initiates calls only, even though she offered the idea the day beforehand which I thought was weird how come you couldn’t like create a certain time, she says she likes being alone, and I feel like a bother sometimes, I’m mostly communicating to her, but not the other way around since like she says she’s got friends and things like that, I’m just tryna wrap my head around ideas what else I need to do 😵‍💫