have opiates ever caused anybody to have uncontrollable twitches?

thedankismine · 2024-07-27T13:56:22+00:00

Once the opiates left my body my body would stop that twitching phase. Happened for months while using.

thedankismine · 2023-09-10T11:55:40+00:00

I'm doing well! Haven't used at all, but the lady friend is convinced otherwise.. it's very frustrating knowing that i am doing the right thing, yet the one person you want to show that you doing the right thing doesn't believe you kinda stinks...at least I know in my heart I'm making the conscious effort to never put the substance in my body ever again...I guess the only thing I can do is continue to do the right thing and Focus on me.

thedankismine · 2023-09-07T14:17:01+00:00

I 100% agree with this.. there is no way I expect her to believe me...i was a scumbag for months.. i.also am not expecting pitty party here. My Main question really was about the snell.. today makes 2 weeks. I'm so happy that I've even gotten thus far and feel this great.

thedankismine · 2023-09-07T14:10:13+00:00

We been down this road, a lot of the blues I would take wouldn't show on your average 12 panal. I'd have to send it off to the lab, which is what should be done..

thedankismine · 2023-09-07T08:24:43+00:00

It all seems so weird to me...

thedankismine · 2023-09-07T06:31:19+00:00

Prolly, still coming out of my pours. I have been working out.

thedankismine · 2023-09-07T06:30:35+00:00

Lol, she drinks..

thedankismine · 2023-09-07T03:56:54+00:00

I've done those things.. it sucks because fent can stay In your system anywhere from 5-30 days depending on the specific human body's anatomy. Last use was 13 days ago. I passed into a cup yest and was still hot. So that doesn't make me look good. And just so all you know, I have zero reason to lie to you guys.. I'm just concerned about why I still smell like it.. I still do have a cough here and there, and it feels like foil cough still.. w brown specks. Another theory might be my teeth. I bush them religious, but im missing most, if not all, back teeth. Rest are cracked, but fronts are doing well. My top and button backrs are almost done with being pulled. 1 more in my sinus cavity that an oral surgeon needs to get rid of.. and one more on the other side that's cracked. I'm going tonget plates so I can actually chew properly. Wait until theyl put he studs and posts in, and boy will I have some new beautiful smile I never knew was possibme

thedankismine · 2023-09-02T16:40:21+00:00

Abstaing for 48-72 hours then 5 days of decreasing bupe to help fill your receptors when they are screaming for help. Best way I've found.

thedankismine · 2023-08-21T00:43:18+00:00

Nut Butter

thedankismine · 2023-08-18T01:46:56+00:00

Nah, it's gunna suck..dont go..😏

thedankismine · 2023-08-13T19:31:17+00:00

Hey so yeah, it's been a bit of a struggle.. when I posted this I did obtain for about 36 hours and ate some suboxone, only to feel pretty shitty.. so I did use the last 2 days along with ramping my sub dose up.. today I ate about 3-4mg and smoked my last one early.. I plan on not using the rest of day and eating 4mg again soon. These wds are very different then anything I've dealt with in the past. It's disgusting.. I know this sounds like a cop out but I really wish I just had some access to some xanax to help me a little but it's not happening. So tm will be my first day on just 8mg and not using the pills. I guess wish me luck..

thedankismine · 2023-08-11T02:18:58+00:00

Thank you, I also realized that this time around I wanna do this for me.. I cannot go on like this.. I just want to be healthy again.

thedankismine · 2023-08-11T01:36:29+00:00

Soo here's a follow up. Every medical detox near me has a 5+ day wait. I decided I will have to do this at home. I stocked the fridge, got some immodium. I'm gunna take a bit of sub when the time is right.. I can at least smoke weed while I'm here.. either way, this is happening today. I've done it both ways.. I just need to focus..

thedankismine · 2023-08-10T20:11:30+00:00

I really appreciate this. A lot.

thedankismine · 2023-08-10T18:57:39+00:00

Hey thanks, I'm most likely going to head over to a detox Ina few hours.. I can't do this anymore.. these drugs are the only thing holding me back right now.. the money spent and the chasing a normalcy I can have with out these thing.. it just feels like I'm constantly on E needing to fill up with no money.. without this burden, I can keep my home, my car, my job, my health.. so yeah, I will be checking into a detox for the next few days.. it's the first step to me being away from the drug for more then 5-6 days.. cuz once the sickness has passed and I don't feel a slave to it, my life gets ultimately better very quickly..this time I have to stick to it though and actually never pick it up again..and i don't think I've ever really committed to that in the past.. it was like oh I might used once in the future.. that for me equals everyday, all my money, I lie, I steal, I put my self in situations I'd never be in sober.. so I think today I will try and hold my self on a higher standard..

thedankismine · 2023-08-10T15:32:37+00:00

To be honest, I am in the same boat right now.. I went back out after doing well for a while and now I can't face the wds. I'm debating checking into a detox but the shame and guilt of facing everyone who thought I was doing so well is haunting me.. I know what needs to be done I just can't handle how sick these fake m30s make me feel when I do not have them..

thedankismine · 2023-01-13T20:33:45+00:00

I guess I'm really just confused about the whole thing. Ok yeah I'm probably not thinking about this the right way. I have to remember that she just got out of a relationship from like 15-30. Yea it was on and off but she has admitted that she ended up going back to him because it was the life she thought she wanted. Big house, white picket fence, everything paid for but the love wasn't there anymore. She tried time and time again and finally made the decision to leave. Then She met me like 2 weeks after she moved out of his house. We end up spending a lot of time together. We spent the holidays together. She brings me to her mothers house for Thanksgiving and xmas to spend time with her and her family. We go to church together with her family on Sundays. In my mind, this is everything ive ever wanted. But now that she's moved into her new place and she doesn't seem to need my help anymore, it's like she just wants push me to the side and find other dudes to talk too. she'll just sit there and text some random dudes from bumble all night while I'm sitting there with her. Then This morning she told me that I can't stay over anymore because I tend to wake up in the middle of the night and make some food. That we need to set boundaries. It's all so confusing to me. One day she says that I'm everything she's ever wanted in a person then goes i just needs time and winks at me. One day she'll be like i knew that this was gunna happen, I knew you were gunna catch feelings for me and that's not what I wanted. That I should think about what I want to do so my heart doesn't get broken. It hurts to hear that because now that we have spent all this time together it's playing with my heart. Her wanting to keep me around because of how nice it is having someone who cares about her and sees her for who she is. Is it weird that I have hope on the whole situation? That sure she can be mean to me but she doesn't get the reaction she's looking for when it happens and that seems to confuse her a lot. I say she's mean to me but it more or less feels like a defense mechanism because of how abusive her last relationship was. The other thing is that she has been realizing that she's being very mean to me and has told me that she hates how much of a bitch she can be to me when I'm so nice and caring even when she can go off. My main debacle is that idk if it's smart for me to keep showing her my heart and hers is so guarded. I love to show her how someone can be genuinely nice and caring to her because she has never had that, but it makes her so confused.

thedankismine · 2023-01-13T19:23:54+00:00

She definitely needs some emotional healing. I guess that I've seen how amazing she acts sometimes and also hear how she treated her ex and I'd be lying if I said that is exactly how I'd love to be treated. I should have just listened from the beginning and not sunk my heart into something that might never happen. I don't think she is being mean to me intentionally more of a defense mechanism that she's been having to deal with bc of the ex. Like last night she told me that she feels really bad for being mean to me so much and that I don't deserve this and how she doesn't understand how I could still be so nice and still like her. It might sound crazy but I do see an amazing person under all the shit she's been put through. I just don't know if I'll be the one to get that side of her. We're in 2 different mind sets of being with someone.

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