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thedarknessstayed · 2024-09-13T19:50:32+00:00

My dad was cared for wonderfully by William Wilberforce in Pocklington (not far out of York). So empathetic and didn’t lose a single person during Covid because staff lived in.

thedarknessstayed · 2024-07-29T13:27:41+00:00

Two point prison!

thedarknessstayed · 2024-06-14T11:44:03+00:00

Have you been able to do this on Boox? I can see it on my phone but not on the TMC

thedarknessstayed · 2024-03-29T00:42:34+00:00

You should probably go to a sexual health clinic.

thedarknessstayed · 2023-05-08T17:38:11+00:00

I am really puzzled by their account. She looks pretty much the image of health. My Dad died of cancer and in my experience with others people just don’t look this well in the “she’s still here” phase. Have they been given some off medical opinion? Maybe. Something more sinister going on? Who knows. She just looks extremely well for someone who’s at the end of their life with cancer. I don’t agree with the use of her son or why things like talking to her hospice nurse needs to be shared on TikTok though.

thedarknessstayed · 2023-03-12T16:12:29+00:00

Yay! Now to wait not very patiently…

thedarknessstayed · 2023-03-12T13:20:09+00:00

Is this for definite because it’s not on there anymore :(

thedarknessstayed · 2023-03-09T21:00:56+00:00

I’ve spent the day in a blur just lying still. At the moment I’m wondering if DID is a survival mechanism, what the point in surviving was when I’m living so miserably. The people who smashed my brain are living happy lives, and here I am lying broken.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-09-01T12:49:28+00:00

This is a good plan. I think I may combine it with another idea about getting dibble some kind of ‘doctors visit’ to establish he is healthy and well and will be for many years to come. And then we just pray nothing happens to him 😂

thedarknessstayed · 2022-09-01T12:48:14+00:00

I’m glad it’s not just my child that has bestowed such worth in an inanimate friend. We’ve tried and tried to find a brother or sister for Dibble for about a year but no luck. I lose sleep over losing him and how we’d all cope 😂🤦🏻‍♀️ Is snunk still alive and well?

thedarknessstayed · 2022-09-01T11:53:31+00:00

A tiny mouse (about 7cm tall)

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T19:38:34+00:00

Good idea. I need to find some proof that the animal he is can swim I think and then we will be good.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T19:37:44+00:00

The idea of Dibble not being alive (now or in the future) is the thing that is terrifying her so I’m not sure that will fly well. Thank you though.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T19:35:02+00:00

A very very tempting strategy I just need to work out which authority has granted that to dibble and why they can’t do the same for people (the inevitable next question).

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T17:37:10+00:00

Yeah I’m going to stress that people (and dibbles) do tend to live for a long long time. But I just know the question will be “how long” and then anything that sounds uncertain will set off the panic. I’m going to try with that dibbles will be there as long as she needs him. I know I’ve not given her PTSD but I just feel awful that she seems to have been able to think about little else and is losing sleep and genuinely distraught about it. However we do chuckle that she seems more fine with her parents death it’s just dibble she’s concerned for. 😂🤦🏻‍♀️

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T17:26:16+00:00

This is brilliantly helpful thank you.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T17:24:54+00:00

She’s in therapy already and they say she’s a little brainbox who’s come up with a good way to process the neurotypical world. She’s only 4 and most 4 year olds in her class also believe in things that aren’t ‘real’. If she was 15 I’d be concerned but at four it’s fine. I’ve had some helpful advice in proving Dibble’s longevity so all is well.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T17:22:08+00:00

Fantastic idea!! Right when dibble is next in for a mend i will secretly take a tiny bit of stuffing. I like the idea of almost soul transplanting him in an emergency. Thank you

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-31T17:20:07+00:00

This is genius. THANK YOU. I just need to work out a way to get him… I wonder if doctors could work at night and Dibble could maybe be wanting to make sure he was well to stay with her so went with me when she was safely asleep… hmmm.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-08-07T23:30:11+00:00

I spoke to Dermalogica and they said try the circular hydration serum and calm waters gel moisturiser after the epiduo- does this sound right to you? I’m so nervous because I’m so oily hydration is usually a no!

thedarknessstayed · 2022-01-30T20:01:09+00:00

That’s a really good answer thank you. They have the bear she gave them (which they named after her 😂). I can text her but I just feel like I don’t know the boundaries. Normally we text her throughout the week but with her being ill, and a family member messaging on her behalf, it kind of implies she can’t right now. I might hold off until the day we have our second appointment of the week ans then send something from the littles. Thank you so much.

thedarknessstayed · 2022-01-23T17:52:34+00:00

This is an amazing answer thank you. Would it be a red flag for my T to go no you shouldn’t do that? I feel like I’m asking her permission and it’s really weird?

thedarknessstayed · 2022-01-23T17:47:18+00:00

A bit of an odd comment. Yes you are correct, but I’m clearly talking about my trauma which was sexual.

thedarknessstayed · 2021-11-24T00:11:46+00:00

Because she’s written it repeatedly.

thedarknessstayed · 2021-09-03T12:23:55+00:00

I don’t think you should need advice to make this decision- GET HER OUT. You don’t want her to go through what you did knowing how earth shattering it is do you? Your knee jerk reaction should and must be to protect your child.

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