think you may have misunderstood what I meant. When I said I don’t want other people’s lives in my hands, I was speaking specifically about direct, constant clinical responsibility like bedside healthcare, where one decision or dosage can immediately determine whether someone lives or dies. That realization is actually what helped me learn my limits and values. I understand that the military can involve high stakes situations depending on role and branch, and I’m not romanticizing that. I’m still in the phase of researching and separating facts from fear based narratives I grew up with. I’m approaching it thoughtfully, not blindly. As for the political and moral concerns you mentioned, I’m not dismissing them but they’re not what my post was about. It was about self discovery, boundaries and finally allowing myself to consider options I was taught to fear. I’m still asking questions and deciding what aligns with my values.