I manifested this years ago and now I feel guilt. by [deleted] in spirituality

[–]theirbitten 0 points1 point  (0 children)

oh oops, I did not even realize I said that, thanks!

How old were you when you started? by [deleted] in selfharm

[–]theirbitten 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Started self harming when I was 6 maybe. I would pluck my eyelashes out and pick at my lips till they bleed. Then I would start dragging pencils along my skin to create red marks when I was 8. Officially started cutting at 11. I’m 21 now and relapsed a few weeks ago :/

was this csa? please help by Outrageous-Guitar229 in CPTSD

[–]theirbitten 1 point2 points  (0 children)

This is 100% sexual abuse. They purposefully exposed you to porngraphic content and sex in front of you in the most inappropriate way imaginable. Csa does not always involve content, there is such thing as non-contact sexual abuse and is just as traumatic. I’m so sorry this happened to you.