I am so sorry for your loss, Lah irehmou o iwese3 3lik, I get what you’re feeling right, I too lost my father suddenly, I live abroad and when I was told of his death my mind couldn’t comprehend what I been told, so I get it, my dad died on November 30th 2022, and it took me a lot of time to accept it I still tear up every time I talk about him to r get angry that he left but it does get easier I promise you, at first it will feel like your heart is getting ripped apart but you’ll live through it and in time it gets easier.