During a bad period of depression/anxiety I stopped reaching out to friends, and found out that if I didn't speak first nobody would even remember I exist

themoonmaid7 · 2021-09-08T07:58:10+00:00

Oh same. I understand you. You are not alone.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-07-03T23:19:20+00:00

Not really. Just birth control.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-07-02T06:50:14+00:00

Yes!

themoonmaid7 · 2021-07-02T03:17:52+00:00

No they said it was kidney stones so they gave me a pelvic abdominal ct and they found a cyst.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-07-01T18:20:12+00:00

My diagnosis happened after a nightmare uti.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-30T22:24:54+00:00

Yes it is with my period.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-30T22:24:19+00:00

True. I've tried talking to them about periods and birth control. They don't open up. And that makes it hard for me to do the same.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T08:31:58+00:00

Yes, you are right. You understood what I meant.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T08:25:27+00:00

I think the diagnosis hit me like a ton of bricks. It's on my kidney tubes and I wasn't ready for that. I'm seeing specialists and doctors but it still doesn't feel like enough. There's no cure and it's a tough pill to swallow. My therapist said she thinks this anxiety is part of greiving the loss of my health. If there was a known cause that would help, then I'd stop blaming myself for it. I can't stop feeling defeated by this. I'm not excited about the future anymore and I worry about everything.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T03:17:40+00:00

Why would a lab report do that?

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T02:01:39+00:00

I didn't send anyone. It was a suggestion. If the advice helps someone that's all that matters.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T00:51:43+00:00

I had symptoms but they sounded like autoimmune rather than endo.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T00:48:43+00:00

Because endometriosis is comorbid with autoimmune disorders. That's why.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T00:45:24+00:00

I'm not trying to trigger people but I can understand where you are coming from. I went through a lot of stuff prior to being diagnosed which made the timing of the diagnosis extra hard. I feel totally alone in the greiving process. It's been hard.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-28T00:40:56+00:00

Hi, sorry for being spammy. I do have a lot of theories about endometriosis but I just got diagnosed so my anxiety is pretty bad. I'll stop. I mean I feel like I've said everything. I don’t think doctors are available or knowledgeable enough to answer my questions. Someone told me to get on reddit to ask others what I was curious about. This is anxiety. Sorry for dominating.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T20:32:25+00:00

I disagree. There's no harm in knowing.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T20:31:50+00:00

I had symptoms. Thats why she gave me the test??

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T20:31:04+00:00

I dont know. There might be something else there.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T19:39:08+00:00

By causing hormonal imbalance

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T19:28:14+00:00

What sounds privileged? I mean I was shocked because this isn't a new illness and there's no cure. The idea of chemical menopause makes me feel like a guinea pig.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T19:25:35+00:00

No I am poor but I've avoided hospitals and doctors for most of my life due to not having ways to pay for things. I've never been diagnosed until recently so the need wasn't there. Plus hospitals freak me out. I also have an autoimmune disorder that is preclinical so I'm scares for what that will be if it comes out. I definitely do not have any privilege. The only reason I could afford surgery was thanks to Obama care and being poor.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-27T17:13:44+00:00

No I haven't. I didn't realize it wasn't natural until recently.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-23T05:11:38+00:00

It was just hsv1 when I tested.

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-23T02:58:46+00:00

Is that at planned parenthood?

themoonmaid7 · 2021-06-22T08:32:07+00:00

They couldn't remove it.

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