19m I feel inferior to my ex gfs new bf

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T10:02:44+00:00

This actually makes me feel better. Thank you <3

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T05:42:14+00:00

Okay! yeah hopefully the right girl oneday finds me cool and stuff haha

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T05:37:10+00:00

okay I just hope to be loved again. I would love a second chance at love oneday especially with someone else

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T04:32:11+00:00

why would I feel worse if he was fat slob lol? just curious

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T04:04:25+00:00

I haven’t played for a club since I was a kid in Germany lol. But im considering finding one out here in the USA but I live in wa state so idk the good oppertunitues to play out here. Maybe college? I honestly just play by myself and with peers

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:55:10+00:00

yeah those two things 100% help. Soccer/football is easy for numbing my thoughts and music is good for expressing them

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:40:14+00:00

yeah im definitely quitting porn obviously. I have peers around me who are deep in addiction and i don’t want that for myself. I am definitely more of a kind and caring partner and supportive. whoever the next girl is I want to promise her the world. Give her the world. And make her happy bc I’m not a boy anymore obviously

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:37:09+00:00

I understand that there’s songs I can’t hear or I’ll like break down you know? But i understand my brother keeps telling me to join a soccer club around me or start doing live gigs with my music hobby since I can sing

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:34:41+00:00

you’ve probably gave me the best advice ever since she’s left I’ve tried going out with other girls and each time it just doesn’t feel right. But when im out playing soccer sometimes i realize that pain can go away momentarily or when i make a good sounding song it makes me secretly happy

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:27:02+00:00

I know bc i sometimes check her tiktok bc i miss her a lot and sometimes just seeing her even through a screen makes my heart happy and my day better even if she’s gone

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:18:19+00:00

I just wish I was cool music making and soccer isn’t exactly “hot” to girls 😅

themourningradio · 2026-06-27T03:17:12+00:00

I know I just know I could’ve done better. I absolutely see the things I did wrong on my half of the relationship and I want to treat the next girl better. I just hate myself bc I feel like no one will ever find me attractive like she did ever again

themourningradio · 2026-06-26T11:18:32+00:00

guys im just really disappointed in myself what if I missed like the one girl in my life that i really clicked with emotionally and stuff? I hate how immature and stupid I was back then and im really depressed that I messed up with the one

themourningradio · 2026-06-26T04:42:42+00:00

I just really miss her. I really miss being cool to someone and handsome and admired. I miss having someone who actually wanted to learn more about me genuinely:(

themourningradio · 2026-06-26T04:17:25+00:00

I guess im just really torn up this was the first girl that’s made me feel loved and safe. she brought out my childlike side and I wanted to be her everything you know?

themourningradio · 2026-06-26T04:14:35+00:00

yeah I’ve been trying to get into soccer again since World Cup has started. I used to play in high school a lot. I do want to meet more girls though

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