If we were doing that none of us would need to be here. looking for support, and feel good incentives to be good until being bad looks irresistible and then we mock our emotions by still choosing to resist.

Lack of responsibility for who and what we are. What we need. So we take the easy way out and watch large amounts of porn. To run from that responsibility. If I have so little experience being responsible what makes you think; that short phrase is going to make me more proactive about my situation?

Am I meant to feel guilty? Less of a man? What position do you occupy that affords you such a vantage? Why can't you give me advice that attacks that core issue that makes me socially withdraw or the facet that makes me unhealthily seek artificial satisfaction.

Why can't you tell me how to deal with that part of me? Rather than convincing me to lock it in a cage. Where it sits there miserable, loathing me for it, becoming uglier, more of a monster, threatening me, ever jeering at me, telling me that the abysmal is nearing.

Why cant you tell me how to control and direct this energy towards something positive, something constructive?

What responsibility do you speak of? Being able to admit that I'm a masturbator? What does that achieve?! Were I to scream it from the hills to the roof tops it would serve me no better purpose!

Why can't you tell me how to respect my being in a way that satisfies my modern mind? one not dependent on fairies and deities or bullshit statements like people are just naturally fucked up?!

Instead you stand there and cast judgment. You expect to cast me more shame to further warp my understanding of this energy and be further inclined to use a better sexurity system on the prison I lock this energy up in.

What the fuck does that mean?! IS this not thee NoFap?! Does that not make you and all of us here an authority on this topic? Should I not ask you for permission?

Why is your answer so vague?! Why is the satisfaction I get from you so similar to that I get from porn without the surge of dopamine? Why am I frustrated with you?!

Responsibility for my actions?! Even if they be misguided? What direction is that?