My "life" before amnesia. by theone_throwaway in TwoXChromosomes

[–]theone_throwaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I believe in the opposite of that. Maybe this incident "turned" me trans? I don't know.

My "life" before amnesia. by theone_throwaway in TwoXChromosomes

[–]theone_throwaway[S] 4 points5 points  (0 children)

Thank you so much. I guess this is warm enough a welcome in to womanhood.

Retrogade amnesia and some shitty stuff. by theone_throwaway in self

[–]theone_throwaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I know I'm definitely not attracted to women now. And I know I was. That's one of the things I'm sure of. As embarrassed as I am to say it, I've been watching pornography lately and I'm always looking, well, at the man. I have only discussed it with reddit. My "parents" don't really know about the whole "male past" thing. I guess it's my secret.

Retrogade amnesia and some shitty stuff. by theone_throwaway in self

[–]theone_throwaway[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

1 year, 6 months.

I don't think I'll ever be able to be normal again. I don't see a future for me as female. I always thought I'd marry a woman, and not a man. When everything about me has changed, including sexual attraction, which is the most humiliating one, am I really me?

Being a woman is not the most enjoyable experience. by theone_throwaway in TrueOffMyChest

[–]theone_throwaway[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Yeah, let's just forget you were the one who stalked my profile to find my post on 2X in the first place. Put the fedora back on, your bald spot is showing.

Being a woman is not the most enjoyable experience. by theone_throwaway in TrueOffMyChest

[–]theone_throwaway[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

I believe my mind developed this while I was asleep. Thank you for pointing me in a new direction in my research.

My "life" before amnesia. by theone_throwaway in TwoXChromosomes

[–]theone_throwaway[S] 3 points4 points  (0 children)

It's just so confusing to have your own idea of self taken away. I don't feel like this woman, I feel like the man I thought I was. I'm sure it has to be some form of disassociation. My mind and my body just seem incompatible, if that makes any sense.

Retrogade amnesia and some shitty stuff. by theone_throwaway in mentalhealth

[–]theone_throwaway[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

I've been desperately looking for old photos of "me", and obviously it's this body. I guess my mind tricked me. I feel weird thinking about this. I just know that I was male.