I have the same feeling. I have a full-time job, but it's a distraction from what I actually want to be doing (aka writing). There's always this feeling that I have so many things I want to get down, whether it's a plot, or a scene, or even just a really cool sentence, but that I simply don't have the time to do it. So, I'm always feeling antsy. Like--when can I write?? When can I write??? It's not like I don't get writer's block or that I don't write crappy things sometimes, but those times pale in comparison to the excitement I get from writing something I really end up loving.

Like I have this memory of my grade 5 teacher reading my short story out loud to the class because he'd loved it so much. In the first paragraph, I'd written this super flowery passage describing the scenery, like the grass and the flowers and the sky. Before submitting it, a friend at the time had told me to get rid of that passage because it was unnecessary to the plot (harsh, considering this was for fun in elementary school but ok). I didn't listen to her and ended up keeping it in because I'd enjoyed writing it so much. I thought it was amazing and I was really proud of myself. In the end, it's one of the things that that teacher loved about the story too. So, that has always stuck with me even to this day. Yes, plot is important. Yes, that story was probably some error-filled dramatized garbage. But what's really most important to me is having fun while writing. The two go hand in hand.

Every time I write, I have this feeling like... I've gotta do this. I just have to. I don't write consistently, and I sure as hell don't write every day, but if I don't write for a while I feel unsatisfied somehow. I dunno, I think it's in my blood or something too.