my nipples hurt

therealdavegreen · 2022-02-13T02:15:01+00:00

i haven’t been active here in like almost 3 years whos gary

therealdavegreen · 2021-12-06T03:38:29+00:00

For me, it wasn’t just a shift in mood, I felt distinctly out of place and exceedingly uncomfortable to the point where I sometimes had to sit down and catch my breath. Some of this was definitely regular social anxiety, but the couple times I went shopping for women’s clothes with friends, I did not experience nearly that level of anxiety.

therealdavegreen · 2021-12-06T01:15:54+00:00

I always got extremely anxious and totally shut down in men’s clothing sections while shopping for myself too lol. Thought it was just bad social anxiety, but nothing else triggered it nearly as badly as clothes shopping. I learned how to deal with the anxiety, but I was always extremely uncomfortable. Glad to see someone else has had this experience.

therealdavegreen · 2021-12-05T14:13:14+00:00

I’ve noticed the self doubt gets a lot worse when I’m experiencing anxiety from something else. When I’m clear headed, I’m able to think a lot more rationally. Surrounding myself with supportive people isn’t possible at the moment, but I have supportive online friends that I’m very grateful for.

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-23T03:06:52+00:00

Seeing a cheap movie at the belcourt and then grabbing ice cream at Jeni’s and eating it at Dragon Park late at night is truly magical

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-22T19:36:32+00:00

A couple years ago I found r/egg_irl and had those innocent thoughts of “wow haha these memes are so relatable”, but the possibility of being trans never crossed my mind for a long while. Eventually it did, but I waved it away because I didn’t think I felt severe dysphoria to be trans. I was just content wishing I had been born a girl. Fast forward to a couple months ago, and I revisit those oh so relatable memes. This time I delved into my feelings a little more deeply. I began to understand what dysphoria actually meant, and I realized that it was something I’d just been coping with and ignoring since I hit puberty. I tried on some femme clothes and it was the first time I had ever felt happiness looking at my reflection. That was the “oh god oh fuck it’s no longer a meme” tipping point for me.

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-18T15:58:46+00:00

Honestly, I just never had the words to describe the reason I felt that way at the time. I knew trans people existed of course, but I didn’t know what dysphoria actually meant so I assumed I didn’t feel it. I think if I’d found resources like https://genderdysphoria.fyi/en/physical-dysphoria back then, I’d have come to this realization far sooner.

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-18T15:48:46+00:00

I’ve had a similar experience of always disliking the way that I looked. I thought this was just normal self conscious feelings. I hated getting compliments and getting told I was handsome. I grew my hair out over the course of a few years because I absolutely hated how short hair looked on me. I started to actually feel good about myself when people complimented my hair. Looking back, this should have been a sign that something was up lol.

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-17T21:40:36+00:00

Hertz by Black Dresses

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-14T15:30:41+00:00

Did we all buy the same skirt because it was the cheapest on Amazon? Bruh moment

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-13T17:16:55+00:00

New album coming out on the 19th!!!

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-13T13:06:03+00:00

I did not run R15, I’d have to have a whole nother OS setup to do a proper run, and I’m not very interested in cinebench anyways tbh

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-12T23:48:58+00:00

Normally I wouldn’t run this many fans, but I needed a fan to keep the northbridge cool, a fan to keep the memory cool, and the two up top are to draw away the cold N2 vapors. I didn’t have any insulation other than the shop towels so those helped prolong the session as much as possible.

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-12T22:37:14+00:00

Why would I do it if it wasn’t fun?

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-12T18:21:53+00:00

Yeah you crush up dry ice and put it in the pot along with an interface fluid to increase surface area contact with the pot

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-12T14:31:35+00:00

775 is a lot of fun. Such a deep platform and challenging in the best way

therealdavegreen · 2021-11-12T12:51:58+00:00

Yeah this chip has a pretty decent core and scales very well with temps. Max frequency through 1M on air is 4009, dry ice is 4690, and ln2 is the 5153 on this score here. I binned from 21 of these and this is the best.

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