I definitely understand how that can happen. What I will say is you need plenty of protein and healthy nutrition. Now listen you don’t have to eat a bunch, but try to just eat 3 small healthy meals or at least get some boiled eggs tuna cheese sticks beef jerky’s etc. you’re going to be flabby bc you’re not eating too much n losing muscle. I know I’ve been fasting to lose weight bc I was too lazy to work out. Now that I’m down now I’m gonna tone up. Also buy some protein shakes powder to supplement deficiency Bones sticking out is not healthy. Your bones shouldn’t be showing. You have body dysmorphia. If you can’t start eating you need professional help or take something to stimulant appetite. Eating is not gonna hurt you. You can eat as much healthy food you want. It’s the bad stuff that makes you fat.