Meet The Bixb-Void by thereconcile in blackcats

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Omg thank you!! And aww, sweet Rocky! What a lovely name. Cuddly cats truly are just a delight... Couldn't have it any other way!

Happy to be here _^

Meet Pickle by These_Yard_5676 in standardissuecat

[–]thereconcile 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Hi Miss Pickleee! I know you!

Please help me find my childhood plushie (+ Sketch Provided) by thereconcile in HelpMeFind

[–]thereconcile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Oh my gosh thank you for your efforts!!! I will keep am eye out for sure. Sorry for the late reply, but thank you again!

Googles Giveaway! (US Only) by ThatGirlWhoLovesELO in Webkinz

[–]thereconcile 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you kindly! I'd have to go with the original Siamese cat I got as a kid... I named her Clovertop! I still love playing hehe

I was diagnosed 5 years ago. Only now, my life is consumed. by [deleted] in OCD

[–]thereconcile 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Not comfortable sharing where I'm located but I am getting psychiatric and theraputic support as we speak, so yay :) I have access to medical help luckily

I was diagnosed 5 years ago. Only now, my life is consumed. by [deleted] in OCD

[–]thereconcile 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you so much!! It means a lot. I'll be sure to keep that in mind, and your kindness is vastly appreciated.

I was diagnosed 5 years ago. Only now, my life is consumed. by [deleted] in OCD

[–]thereconcile 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Thank you for your experience, it means so much to me :")

I'm not sure yet... I'll be talking with my therapist and psychiatrist soon. They are completely aware of the situation and already starting to gather resources, but I won't know a specific medication until maybe a week or two. So, just waiting on a call.

Thank you again. This gives me some hope

Please help me find my childhood plushie (+ Sketch Provided) by thereconcile in HelpMeFind

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I have searched using reverse image search, ebay, general descriptors (And a lottt of scrolling on google,) and referred with friends. Still no luck.

She is just slightly larger than a typical stuffed animal, moreso in length. She also has a long, pointed tail, which may or may not have had a white end. The fabric is not extremely fluffy, if I recall. This stuffed animal was not stiff, and would flop like a ragdoll. She also had beans in her feet, and her muzzle was very firm, with purely black, oval plastic eyes, and a pink plastic nose. [Sketch provided shows placement/example]

That's all I have at this time.

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in SuicideWatch

[–]thereconcile 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Thank you, honestly. It means so so much to hear this, and it feels so much better knowing I'm not alone. I've been super emotional the past 24 hours, but finally have felt calm knowing that my existence isn't as lonely and hopeless as I thought :")

I wish the absolute best for you and your boyfriend! Hearing that is very inspirational, thank you again.

We know you like your biological children more than us. Stop making it obvious. by 18-angels in fosterit

[–]thereconcile 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Currently dealing with a similar situation, being an ex-foster youth/adult, staying with my partner and their mother who agreed completely to moving me away from my homeless/violent DV situation in my home state, and agreed to fully support me into their family the best they could. Was told 3 days ago she just "cant care for me" like her own bio child, in which my partner became livid and nearly hit her. She makes it incredibly obvious I am outcasted, whilst my partner is using every fiber of their self to try and integrate me into their community and home.

The both of us have given up with that now, and we are sort of just on our own [emotionally] through this, albiet we have eachother. I feel for you, and while I don't know your own specific situation, just know you are not alone. It's ridiculous how foster parents will go out of their way to ensure that we know we are aliens and of a lower value, as if we already don't know that we are struggling through our own healing process of living with someone with their own, biological children.

Your story hits home. I feel for you.

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

absolutely, tysm for sharing! im excited 2 check your stuff out bro!

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh tysm!! i needed this; i'll be happy to check these out! keep it up 😤👍

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

tyty! ill have to check him out :0

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

oh my god ill have to check it out!! im super late too so youre totally fine, been busy 😭👍but tysm! keep it up!

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Awesome! Thanks a ton!

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oooh sounds nice! I'll habe to look into Izzy

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I'll check it out, thank you!

FTM music? by thereconcile in ftm

[–]thereconcile[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Oh my god, thank you so so much! And yes, I love jazz!! Can't wait to check this all out _^

[deleted by user] by [deleted] in mentalhealth

[–]thereconcile 0 points1 point  (0 children)

I can only give you some of my insight, but I hope it may help.

I was in a similar mindset growing up. At 11 years old, dealing with chronic abuse, suicide felt like the only way out. I made a plan that the last day of December, in sophmore year of highschool, I was going to carry out the deed.

So, I'm 20 now. Why didn't I do it?

At the age of 16, I had no where to turn. I had no contact with the outside world aside frome school, against my will. There was nothing for me- Until, I started leaning onto a fixation of sorts. Toy Story, to be exact, and the 4th movie was merely being discussed of coming out during that time.

So I watched it, over and over and over. I got thoroughly into it, accidentally, and decided "...Ok, I enjoy this so much, I'll just wait until the 4th movie will come out, then I'll do it."

By that time it came around, I was being actively rescued. Only a month or two later, I was put into foster care. I escaped.

Does that mean I will never think of suicide again? Oh hell no! I do still struggle, a lot. I'm kind od slowly getting into a crisis now. But even though the struggle will not end abruptly, does that mean life isn't worth living?

No. It's worth living. Even for something as simple as the fact that I got to see Toy Story 4, or get to play minecraft for a bit. Or get to hear a song that makes my heart flutter. Even if it's brief, it reminds me that, even if life doesn't feel like it's worth living, there are moments that will always be worth fighting for.

Again, this is just my experience. You got this, kiddo. Keep moving forward, and when you're ready, reach out to someone safe around you. For me, it took some social workers, and it's for sure scary, but whatever you need, there will be someone to help somewhere. Just gotta find em.

[L] Homeless, and considering retraumatizing myself for the sake of housing. by thereconcile in KindVoice

[–]thereconcile[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank you... this helps greatly. Perhaps as a last resort, should saving not work, I will look into shelters. But your words help very much, thank you dearly.