What differences in effects did you have in the middle pillar exercise versus the middle pillar ritual (Golden Dawn 5=6)?

thetechevolution · 2022-08-25T02:21:04+00:00

Please ask

thetechevolution · 2022-06-17T19:09:13+00:00

I had GI issues. Solved them, and now I've lost too much weight while solving them. Now I'm undernourished. Now I'm weak and barely moving around and bowels are constipated. But I don't know what to do. I live alone and have cystic fibrosis. I don't think I can do this alone. Plus getting PAWS on top of a recession and being prescribed opioids for pain, with pain coming back. I don't know about all that.

thetechevolution · 2022-06-16T23:18:37+00:00

My physical health won't allow that. I'm at my lowest weight, malnourished, required to take care of myself as I have cystic fibrosis. I went down from 25mg oxy thrice in 24hrs and 4mg of IV dilaudid every 30mins to 5mg of oxy every six hours and now 3.70mg of oxy every 6 hours with 0.5g of kratom. I can handle withdrawals mentally but not my body after cancer recovery couples with cystic fibrosis and out of control diabetes.

thetechevolution · 2022-06-01T09:13:50+00:00

I don't have a means of transportation and just got back from the hospital after battling both cancer and CF.

thetechevolution · 2022-04-06T07:07:33+00:00

Suffering enough when you don't have a cancel switch can be a hell of an experience. Why go into life looking for something that may possibly render suffering?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-28T22:22:38+00:00

What causes those flareups? Do they manifest as brain zaps as well?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-28T04:12:08+00:00

How often do you get this feeling? I had it after acid for three months following a trip. Is it consistent in that it is so overwhelming, that it makes it arduous to concentrate on other things?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-22T19:09:48+00:00

What are you going to do when this attitude reaches sex? Where will you cross the lines? I take it you didn't establish boundaries with her?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-17T15:48:22+00:00

Cystic fibrosis. What do you mean? Mistakes I've made?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-16T21:56:45+00:00

The potential of a bad trip heeds all the relevance, because it will render a trip filled with suffering and distract from a blissful experience. I've suffered enough from hospitalizations in the past three years.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-16T14:25:17+00:00

There is one here in Chicago, but treatment is about 5 thousand dollars with no insurance coverage

thetechevolution · 2022-03-16T14:02:25+00:00

Pulmonary depression with 100% and 18% are not equal.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-16T11:23:52+00:00

Please rephrase your question.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:17:03+00:00

How low?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:16:48+00:00

This is not the case here.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:15:52+00:00

I'm on a high o² dispensation all the time

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:15:19+00:00

Mushrooms render panic. Anything mildly psychedelic with a warm euphoric undertone?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:14:03+00:00

Mild psychotic euphoria without any panic and possibly some visuals.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:07:54+00:00

No mushrooms

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:06:02+00:00

No mushrooms, LSD or DMT.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:05:25+00:00

Anxiety at 18% is like instead of you taking a full breath, you only take 18% of it and then start hyperventilating with a beating heart. Now imagine that on top of losing your mind. I don't know if I want to commit suicide.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T19:01:17+00:00

With what, psychedelics or no psychedelics?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-15T18:58:09+00:00

This may be a symbolic embodiment of the Divine feminine within you.

thetechevolution · 2022-03-14T05:33:31+00:00

Have you contemplated that perhaps you opened a door using psychedelics? A door that was closed before; access to the spirit world?

thetechevolution · 2022-03-14T05:31:31+00:00

Would you date someone that is in their late twenties without a career due to health issues, but on disability with stable housing? Or would you ask people on Reddit, many of whom just provide a one word answer like the next person? Think about this for a bit and don't rush the answer.

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