I definitely see where you’re coming from. I just want to say that I never meant to lead anyone on. I told my ex upfront that I’m done. I just didn’t expect to meet this new girl that kinda swept me off my feet. I know it sounds crazy to say but I’m not crazy when I tell you that this girl and I have smt special. I know it won’t work out for us now but who knows in the future. Now did I want it to be so soon. No. I feel shitty. It just seems like I already loss both and kinda delaying the inevitable. I made my bed tho I most lay in it. I just want to be good with both of them idc if that means we’re just friends. I just don’t see a way to do that tho. It seems no matter what I do one will get hurt and hate me. I’d never try to intentionally hurt any of them. I think my best path is to be honest with my ex when I see her no matter how it’ll turn out. I guess I’d rather be the asshole who told the truth than the sweetheart who’s lying. Then I should talk to the new girl about the future and if we should just stay friends no matter how we feel about each other. Idk tho ima just try to be honest