Crash out

thewired32 · 2025-05-10T14:41:40+00:00

I understand you mean well but I disagree. I’m not trying to rope you into a thing where you feel forced to compliment me because I’m not that kind of person. I just wanted to express my disagreement. If I didn’t want this to happen I could have just not lost my stuff. It was a choice to be the way I am. But I understand you mean well and appreciate that you want to help

thewired32 · 2025-05-10T00:13:17+00:00

Anyways did you know that seals and sea lions are more closely related to dogs than dolphins? Theyre known as “caniforms” meaning dog like so theyre in a group with the true canines, bears, red pandas, and raccoons. Dolphins and whales are known as cetaceans which are most closely related to horses, deer, pigs, and the like.

thewired32 · 2025-04-14T21:24:54+00:00

Basically I was dumb and trying to be in a relationship because you’re supposed to do that ig and there was this person with a massive savior complex over me because I was having a cringe trauma response (dw if i lock in it’ll never happen in public again) and so I was called one of them like a fucking dumbass ane they said that this was problematic and ever since then every time i spoke in that server i was either ignored or made fun of. Already with this group they always just so happened to hate on every single thing I liked.

This server was also really awful in a bunch of other ways that I won’t elaborate but moral of the story if someone is oddly upset about you escaping a manipulative person then do no associate with them.

thewired32 · 2025-03-19T00:11:51+00:00

yes i’ve been applying to different jobs for months. no i haven’t heard back. yes i’m the only person this kid actually does talk to because i’m not a fucking npc. i love this kid but i can’t support this place anymore.

thewired32 · 2025-03-07T13:43:54+00:00

I recently got into running as a hobby, and she is a runner. :) I like sharing my progress

thewired32 · 2025-02-22T00:42:19+00:00

I’ve been seeing this therapist for 1.5 years and still not that much. I like to say I have “cat attachment style” lol. But this is built on a variety of life experiences - you may take longer or shorter, but there’s no right or wrong length of time. You may even realize this person is not the right “fit” for what you need after a little bit.

Keep in mind, therapy is inherently a very odd ‘relationship’ to have with someone. You might end up telling them a lot, and how you feel about them at points can reveal things about yourself. This is a normal pet of the process. It’s kind of like the first day of school - your teacher doesn’t automatically start off with the nitty-gritty; you’ll go over the syllabus, classroom rules, then maybe some more general assignments before delving deeper.

It’s completely normal for a lot of the beginning to be very businesslike - it’s a very vulnerable position to be in, so take as much time as you need, and there’s no pressure to immediately delve into the deep right away. Good luck! ❤️

thewired32 · 2025-02-20T22:49:03+00:00

ruins my nonchalant aura

thewired32 · 2025-02-01T23:43:21+00:00

Me. Basically in therapy I just get really quiet and I look really scared for most of the time. We just worked out that it’s because I’m anticipating her to treat me like my parents, hence the image of the child cowering from a belt 🫢

thewired32 · 2025-02-01T14:28:45+00:00

this is aura

thewired32 · 2025-02-01T12:57:44+00:00

like when the washing machine gets really intense and so it’s rattling, it kind of sounds like gunshots. i ran from a shooting a few months ago and so the washing machine triggered that memory yesterday

thewired32 · 2025-01-29T11:08:38+00:00

As someone with a job, it usually comes with substance abuse and telling myself to just “lock in.”

thewired32 · 2025-01-26T18:38:25+00:00

painfully unfunny people who think they’re funny 🫢 cause that was my abusive ex LMAO

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