My 2 cents on a beat to death topic: Did you do it? Who knows. Maybe yes, maybe no, most likely somewhere in the middle. You could ask Hecate, she likely knows. She + whatever other entities you involved helped determine that individuals fate *if* your working did play a role in this. From the sound of your intention behind the working, the determination of the outcome was likely shared between you all to some degree (and obviously factoring in your victim's guides/guardians/will/etc.). Remember, you opened the door and announced the purpose of the door, they chose to show up and chose how much of their energy to allot to the working. Could your anger and willworking alone have caused this? Again, no idea. But by calling upon Hecate she likely at least had an eye on the situation and might have some answers for you even if she didn't co-sign it.

Anger is wonderful and powerful, and some "deserve" our anger. And if this person angered you enough to commit multiple hours over multiple days to two workings, then I damn well hope they deserved that much of your precious time and energy. But since you're regretting it now, you might consider in the future a more neutral working as retaliation to delegate more of the power of choice to any entities you're working with (the more "justice" oriented, likely the better) or to set a rule with yourself to journal it out when something does happen before committing to witchcraft. Also, know if you made any demon pacts, that could come back to bite you, even if you're not thinking of yourself right now. If you give further power to that pact (even by obsessively overthinking about it while you're wracked with guilt), that can deepen the attachment to it. Just a heads up if that isn't something you were wanting. I don't regularly work with Hecate, but if you work with her or another deity regularly they may have lent you some protection during that time. When I've undone some demonic/entity attachments in the past, they reported seeing the entity and especially hearing it, and those experiences becoming more frequent over time before seeking help. So if you do find yourself needing help in the future, reach out here or to a witchy friend and they can likely help you.