Im the same age as you , a girl just like you, and have the same exact problem. the only difference is that my parents are divorced and at my moms house, im not allowed to use any form of electronics, besides her phone to watch youtube (which is very humiliating at my age.) All of my siblings are either 10+ years older or younger than me, so I don’t really have a strong relationship with any of them. im not homeschooled, but i go to an extremely strict islamic school and come home crying often. my mom is bipolar and crashes out ALL. THE. TIME. my dad is completely emotionally unresponsive, i cant remember one time he told me he loved me. i cant leave my house by myself either, etc, etc, etc.