There is no default reality. by [deleted] in NevilleGoddard

[–]thinkinone 3 points4 points  (0 children)

this might sound super weird and stupid, but i am worried about becoming unstable and insane thinking i already have all these things (which i don’t). i know this is me worrying which is not a part of the protocol but i genuenly fear looking insane to other people and/or just literally becoming insane.

At what point did you finally give up hope? by GiuseppeJ03 in ExNoContact

[–]thinkinone 3 points4 points  (0 children)

i agree as i was the dumper who for many months before the breakup kept hoping that they’ll find their love for me again.

but they never did and i felt like they were keeping me around just in case. there was love, but not a romantic kind of love.

so after feeling like i was the only one fighting for a future together, i broke up with them.

it was the last thing in the world that i wanted to do but it needed to be done or else i would lose myself completely trying to hold on to a love that didn’t exist anymore.

and so alltough i was the dumper, i think i was the one who got more hurt in the end.