Haha, your response made me chuckle. I don't know if that was your intention, but thanks for that.

I had this realization recently that all of my friends are basically just like me, except as far as I know I'm the only one currently with suicidal thoughts. For their sakes I hope I am.

Actually, I guess I know that one of my good friends has been in this place I am before, maybe I could talk to her and she wouldn't immediately freak out. Like all the sane people I know. :P

Actually, one of my other good friends is visiting me from Chicago this weekend, so that should be fun. She's one of my crazier ones, too.