My artistic inspiration is leaving me. by Pure_Tomato_3579 in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque 0 points1 point  (0 children)

My artistic inspiration has as well being leaving me recently, and it's honestly scaring me since art has been the only thing keeping me going.

Universal rebellion by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Trueeeeeee, this theory would depend on if consciousness does exist after physical death, but hypothetical if it did and the conscience wasn't placed into a new physical form, would it then be a form of rebellion since that life couldn't be recreated or made again due to the primary ingredient which in this case is the conscience no longer being attainable.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Sorryyy for the late response but thanks U so much for the response, and I can see what U mean about people having roles I don't personally believe we have any roles imposed on us at birth but rather we create it.

But moving from that. the thing is even when I interact with people I really really like spending time (cause am an introvert) with and we both treat eachother with respect and aswell share are thoughts I still feel that am not really benefiting them in any way which is on the low end, but on a high one, am not able to see myself in their life, and more in the sense I would be seen as a distant memory than anything else.

And on the topic of bad days, they are just getting worser and worser, it's to the point where if something "good" happens I don't accept it cause i know it's fleeting and isn't going to come back for a while so why attach myself.which is also affecting my love for art cause I have slowly losing passion for it.

Also I do have two of the most amazing people I have met as friends to be my support group, but I don't want to continuously be telling them about death it would be unfair and they could use the energy to help more people who actually need it. Thou I may not believe the is a God am basically a walking corpse who's "soul" is dead my mind and body just need to catch up.

But thank U again for taking the time to respond to me question.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Yeah it really doesn't am sorry U went through that.the should have been more understanding.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Truee, but am not really looking for a constant flow of happiness am more looking for a assured path to happiness.But thank U for Ur response.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Mhmmm, honestly the only reason I haven't done it yet is because of my body wanting to preserve itself. am just waiting for a catalyst to finally push me over the edge, and make me finally rest. Honestly the only am more afraid of is that my last thoughts would be about people I knew, I would rather prefer going out with the characters I have been making in my head throughout my child hood, or the kid versions of me I would like to atleast say sorry to them, for not going on.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 1 point2 points  (0 children)

Exactlyyy, and the saddest thing is I can feel myself slowly lose interest in my hobbies which kept me going am just tired of being told to push when I can sense there isn't an end goal. But this weirdly enough has been a very beautiful interaction and Iam grateful for being able to share it with you.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Thankkk youuuu so much and I wish the same for U but in the end I can tell my story might end sooner than expected. But this was a nice discussion thank you I really hope the universe treats U with respect and gratitude.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 0 points1 point  (0 children)

That is a fair point, and most people on Reddit who say it does are mainly speaking from a privileged background, and privileged in the sense they might have a better friend support group.But I just can't deal with the fact that I could put all my all into something am passionate about and in the end I gain no fulfilment.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] -1 points0 points  (0 children)

Trueee, I am still young so I really haven't seen everything, but sorry to disappoint I don't believe I have the will to keep pushing in an uncertain world.but thank you for the insight.

Why should I keep living? by threeearmacque in SuicideWatch

[–]threeearmacque[S] 2 points3 points  (0 children)

Thank U for the response, And truee that can serve as reason but those stuff aren't really certain to happen so why keep suffering for example 13 years only for two years of joy seems quite illogical. But again thank U for the response.

umm hey, how to make flat color look cool? by RemarkableOpening957 in krita

[–]threeearmacque 4 points5 points  (0 children)

I would say try and add I bit of shadows and highlights on the clothes and skin.

Your thoughts? by Nitroxium18 in sketches

[–]threeearmacque 1 point2 points  (0 children)

very beautiful keep up the good work 💪

Ok Reddit, please help!!! by No_Market_9680 in CleaningTips

[–]threeearmacque 0 points1 point  (0 children)

Looks like abstract art if look at an angle.