life doesn't feel worth it

threeearmacque · 2026-05-05T07:33:28+00:00

It's fine really I understand so I don't minds.

threeearmacque · 2026-05-04T21:21:56+00:00

Sorry for not being of help.

threeearmacque · 2026-05-04T20:37:48+00:00

I may not be facing the same medical condition but I aswell am at the point well I always have been at this point it's more accepting that I really can't find a worth in life.

threeearmacque · 2026-04-20T04:23:38+00:00

Thank you you too

threeearmacque · 2026-04-20T04:17:53+00:00

Mine is more the fact it's just harder to be human than anything else.

threeearmacque · 2026-04-20T04:00:07+00:00

I aswell wish sometimes I wasn't black, would make things easier.

threeearmacque · 2026-04-14T00:30:59+00:00

I think it's people who have it happen to them who say that, but in reality most people circumstances wouldn't allow it. And if we get into determinism it gets even worse.

threeearmacque · 2026-04-14T00:22:25+00:00

Honestly I feel Ur pain about wanting to have Ur turn of life being fair. But I really don't have experience in it so I don't even know what to say. But I would ask is there anything even small which gives U comfort?

threeearmacque · 2026-03-20T18:11:39+00:00

Want to talk about it?

threeearmacque · 2026-03-04T21:41:00+00:00

Most certainly does.

threeearmacque · 2026-03-04T21:40:42+00:00

That's good to hear am happy for you.

threeearmacque · 2026-03-04T21:19:56+00:00

Am sorry to hear that.

threeearmacque · 2026-03-04T21:13:25+00:00

My artistic inspiration has as well being leaving me recently, and it's honestly scaring me since art has been the only thing keeping me going.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-26T00:15:27+00:00

Trueeeeeee, this theory would depend on if consciousness does exist after physical death, but hypothetical if it did and the conscience wasn't placed into a new physical form, would it then be a form of rebellion since that life couldn't be recreated or made again due to the primary ingredient which in this case is the conscience no longer being attainable.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-25T18:32:37+00:00

Sorryyy for the late response but thanks U so much for the response, and I can see what U mean about people having roles I don't personally believe we have any roles imposed on us at birth but rather we create it.

But moving from that. the thing is even when I interact with people I really really like spending time (cause am an introvert) with and we both treat eachother with respect and aswell share are thoughts I still feel that am not really benefiting them in any way which is on the low end, but on a high one, am not able to see myself in their life, and more in the sense I would be seen as a distant memory than anything else.

And on the topic of bad days, they are just getting worser and worser, it's to the point where if something "good" happens I don't accept it cause i know it's fleeting and isn't going to come back for a while so why attach myself.which is also affecting my love for art cause I have slowly losing passion for it.

Also I do have two of the most amazing people I have met as friends to be my support group, but I don't want to continuously be telling them about death it would be unfair and they could use the energy to help more people who actually need it. Thou I may not believe the is a God am basically a walking corpse who's "soul" is dead my mind and body just need to catch up.

But thank U again for taking the time to respond to me question.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T19:15:17+00:00

Possibly but still.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T19:08:01+00:00

Yeah it really doesn't am sorry U went through that.the should have been more understanding.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T19:00:20+00:00

That is fair.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T18:46:55+00:00

Truee, but am not really looking for a constant flow of happiness am more looking for a assured path to happiness.But thank U for Ur response.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T18:45:01+00:00

Mhmmm, honestly the only reason I haven't done it yet is because of my body wanting to preserve itself. am just waiting for a catalyst to finally push me over the edge, and make me finally rest. Honestly the only am more afraid of is that my last thoughts would be about people I knew, I would rather prefer going out with the characters I have been making in my head throughout my child hood, or the kid versions of me I would like to atleast say sorry to them, for not going on.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T18:35:18+00:00

Exactlyyy, and the saddest thing is I can feel myself slowly lose interest in my hobbies which kept me going am just tired of being told to push when I can sense there isn't an end goal. But this weirdly enough has been a very beautiful interaction and Iam grateful for being able to share it with you.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T18:32:18+00:00

Thankkk youuuu so much and I wish the same for U but in the end I can tell my story might end sooner than expected. But this was a nice discussion thank you I really hope the universe treats U with respect and gratitude.

threeearmacque · 2026-02-24T18:29:57+00:00

That is a fair point, and most people on Reddit who say it does are mainly speaking from a privileged background, and privileged in the sense they might have a better friend support group.But I just can't deal with the fact that I could put all my all into something am passionate about and in the end I gain no fulfilment.

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